AN ACT OF LOVE ✔

Chapter 40 *___R.H___*✔

I asked my baby but she was like null

"aray baba daikho na yahan se bhi Effie tower dikh raha hai,bilkul issi table pe bethi thye kangna aunty ab aya yaad"
(Oh my see baby I can see effie tower from here it was the exact table kangna aunty sat on, remember now?)
"ma'am your order"
The waitress came holding mine order and I smiled inner mounted

Main bhi na bachi say puchnay lag gai,pagal hoon mai bhi
(What am I asking a kid about this, seriously I am stupid)

As my sandwich came I filled the bottle with milk and handed it to Anaya. The place was all silent and I was enjoying the silenced as my whole 5 years of marriage goes with this silence, picking my sandwich with my both hands I make it near my mouth and was about to eat

"Harjaiyaan! mila woh hone ko juda kyun "
(The cruel one! Why you met me when you wanted to be apart)

someone started singing no actually started shouting and made all of the people scared. But what happened to me was most horrible, whole my sandwich touched the ground and hugged it making me to die for food once again standing up with anger I gazed the man sitting next to me who's eyes were still close and who was singing the song.. Gazing him I got to remember

"yeto wohe kameena hai......"
(He's the same bastard)

R.H POV:

Plugging in the headphones I walked out to the streets of Paris to enjoy the night alone in this dark night, where nobody knows who I am and nobody will be like OH MY God RH RH

Well it's very awkward if I'll be telling someone I can't walk if I won't listen any sad song well but it's one big default in me now a days. Walking on the known streets I played one of the songs 'my Sam' loves the most Harjaiyaan from Queen

Saaye saaye phirte hain jidhar mudoon
Baithi hai ruswaiyaan bhi uske door
Hoo behela phusla ke
Khudko naseehatein karoon
Jhooti moothi si tooti phooti si
Ho dhundhli dhundli si
Main toh idhar-uhdar
Phiroon roothi roothi si

(Wherever I turn, I can see only shadows
Even grief is upset from me and sitting someplace far
I whisper and try to advise myself
(Advice)Of a false kind, (advice) of a broken sort
Like a faded (distressed) person, I roam around here and there
Being upset)

The song started with my walk making me actually to walk slower than normal, today the song was making me extra sad as I met 'my Sam' a day before and she was all behaving as she don't know me and I was all begging her to be back in my life. one day she will and I know it she will

Harjaiyaan mila woh hone ko juda kyun
Parchaiyaan deke hi mujhe woh gaya kyun
Harjaiyaan mila woh hone ko juda kyun
Parchaiyaan deke hi mujhe woh gaya kyun

(That cruel one!
Why did he meet me when he finally wanted to be separated (from me)
These shadows
Are the only thing that he gave me and went x2)

I crossed the same road which I once crossed with my love happily hand in hand and here I am all alone listening her favorite song making her alive with me.

Kandhe yeh bhaari se
Dinko dho nahi paate aahan
Chunti rahun main yeh lamhein
Gir kyun hain jaate aahan
Kyun bunti main raahun kismat ke dhaage
Kyun khud hi main chiloon
Ho udhte udhte reham se
Main minnatein karoon
Jhooti moothi si toothi phooti si
Ho kisko ab yeh padhi hai
Main ukhdi ukdhi hoon roothi roothi si