BRUTALLY BROKEN • J.JK X READER

Chapter 4

I killed you

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This constant sounds of the horns, and the cars made my ears hurt. Why do I not d'e ? I should have passed away when I was born, but I did not. I wonder what fate lord wrote for me, why is it so unbearable ? I never did anything wrong to anyone.

Why me ?

This question rings 24 x 7 in the back of my mind. Why did I ever fall for him ? Should have noticed the signs and back away. It was my fault to fall for a rich guy, I should have never dared to love a guy with the same status as him.

This pain in my chest is never ending, this ache lasts forever. I just asked for some love, some care. But I do not deserve that, I assume. " What are you thinking of bitch ? just wait till we reach home, and I will show you what hell looks like " as if he does not show that to me daily. I wanna laugh on my pathetic fate.

My mind drifts back to the time of our marriage. It was not dreamy or magical like other girls, to me it was about life and death. He was marrying me to ruin me, and he did his job perfectly. I married him knowing my future, just because I loved him, foolishly. But the question never leaves my mind---Did he ever love me ?

I guess no.

I bitterly chuckle at the thought, attracting his attention who was still driving. Looking at him, it's as if he never aged, he glows more brighter and brighter like a star. He looked ever so perfect in the black shirt he wore, tucked inside his black pants. While, I am an ugly orphan.

I was never worthy of him, he was always the moon I could stare from afar but never actually get him. Being with him was dreamy, and now it feels like an illusion created by my unconscious mind. His mom wasa kind lady, I looked forward to be like her. Mature, Independent and so Pretty.

But here am I, guess I can never change the reality. I am just an useless orphan that was rejected and abandoned by my parents, then thrown out y the orphanage, forcefully married to a guy who hates me to hell, my kids don't want me, my whole existence is a joke. I was always a plaything for the more powerful people to toy with.

A lone tear escaped my eye, I hope I was more quick to wipe it. Or else hw will get one more chance to torment me.

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Once they reached home, he was quick to throw the keys to the watchmen while she slowly got off the expensive car of her husband. sh tried to match with his pace, which was practically impossible.

Once she entered, she was quickly pinned by the man, who had no mercy for her. " You freak'ng killed my child, how could you ? first my mom, and now my child. " he slapped her hard, making her lips to bleed, as hot blood oozed out of the fresh wound.

He held her hair in a tight grip, dragging her towards the stairs, which led towards their room. " Ah, please forgi..ve me. I a.am.m so..r.ry. Ah please no " her screams were left unheard by the monster he had become. Her screams echoed inside the whole house when he pulled her hair more tightly.

Her head was paining so much, she was in so much pain, one could not decipher. " Leave uh leave me p..leas..e " she constantly begged him to leave her. Her frail body was already enduring much alot than her capacity.

He dropped her once they reached inside their room. Taking his belt off, making her back away. She was slowly backing away in fear, knowing now nothing could stop him, or save her. He smirked hitting the belt on the floor once, before slamming on her poor self.

Tears streamed down her face, as she cried for mercy, asking the god for the nth time about what was her fault.

He never stopped no matter how much she cried and begged. Her begs echoing throughout the soundproof walls of their room.

Her heart was paining along every hit he landed on her already weak body. The promises he made to her, how he used to say that he won't let a fly to hurt her.

And now he himself is beating her ruthlessly as if she is not a human, but an animal. His hits left direct wounds on her bare heart, the pain never leaving her. Tears never stopping, her eyes never leaving his eyes.

His eyes, the eyes for which she fell for, which once were always full of love and adoration, showed not nothing but hate and despise for her.She was someone, who was never loved by anyone, people wanted her for her beauty, but no one ever wanted to see the scars behind that beauty.

When she got into relationship with him, that time was magical, everything felt right for a little while. Life did not seem much cursed now, and her poor heart assumed that maybe now life will be little kind with her.

He left her, when he got tired. Kicking on to her stomach hardly, as he went to the restroom leaving her crying and shivering figure on the ground. Her blood painted the expensive tiles of his room.

He came after washing his face and hands, giving a last look at her figure, he laid silently on his bed. Covering himself from the warm comforter and dozing off in an instant. He had an important work at the company tomorrow.

Her eyes closed on their own, from the pain. She should get used to it, but her heart can never prolly let go off the memories of the past.

His betrayal was so far the worst of them all.

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In the morning, he was the first one to wake up. His assistant's missed calls ringing continuosly from the past 30 minutes. He opened his eyes in annoyance, opening the messages from his P.A. he was 30 minutes late for the meeting already. He cursed standing up immediately, his eyes falling on the poor figure that still lied shivering on the ground.

He felt utterly frustrated on her, she was supposed to wake him up on time. He picked water from the jug throwing it directly on her face, causing her to flinch as her she felt the pain hitting her all together.

Her body ached so much, that she could not even move a finger. It was if her each bone was broken and crumbled. She could not even gather enough courage to cover her exposed body from him. " Stand up, bitch " he ordered in an angry voice, which made her cry from fear.

He held her hair, dragging her to the shower along with him. He ruthlessly turned the cold water on, the water showered from the faucet to her body directly.

Washing away the blood from her bruises, and numbing her bones. The Cold water was enough to freeze her bone marrow as well

He forced her to stand, as she did. Leaning against the walls, she hardly climbed the stairs. She prepared the food with her numb cold body.

Cursing her fate ever now and then, but what could she even do ? No one cares is she dies or lives.

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