*Sammys POV*
Drugs, alcohol, smoking. That is all I have now, I still talk to JackJ he checks up on me all the time. We cancelled the tour seen as I ruined everything 2 months ago
I don't want to be like this, but to change I don't know how to. I need someone. I need Amy. I know that I need to snap out of this fucked up coma. I need to get a grip and fast.
My phone starts ringing 'GILINKSY' lights up my phone. I answer
"Come for dinner at the Parmas" It was JackJ
"Why you on Gs phone dude?" I ask laughing
"Just come to dinner we all need to stop this shit, Pull yourself together you're a fucking mess"
"Okay man" I say breathing out heavy, Gilinskys gonna kill me but I could do better dead
*several hours later*
"Wassup baby?" I say entering the restaurant and sitting by JackJ and Skate
"Heyy" Skate says and gives me a bro hug
"You look bad" JackJ points out
"Well I let myself go a bit"
"A bit?" They question together and i laugh
"Gilinsky!" JackJ shouts once he sees Jack obviously. He walks over, Amy's behind him and I get butterflies and teary eyes she looks perfect as ever but with bloodshot eyes and looks tired. At-least it is not just me heart broken
"S-Sammys here..." Gilinsky said trying his best and sitting next to where Amy just placed down saying hi lightly.
We picked up the menus and things started to get awkward and I saw Amy get uncomftable.
"I wanna say sorry to all, especially to Amy, I would never hurt you, I got jealous and cross I'm sorry" She doesn't look up and I give up and stand up walking out "Dude come on!" Gilinsky shouts and I go into a alley right next to the restaurant and take a breath, I then see Amy walk close I grab her wrist and pull her to me
"Sammy!" She shouts
"Don't be angry still please I'm so fucking sorry"
"I-its okay"
"No it's not, I treated you badly, please I'm so so SO sorry" I say placing a hand on her back, she looks down at her shoes, she fights the grip and starts to leave
"You can't do this to me, I still love you so much and I can't take to fall again Sammy" She says walking slower
"I need you please Amy" I shout crying, she turns around
"What? Why would you need me exactly?" She started to look concerned
"I got into a state from loosing you and now I just get stoned to forget, I want to be clean I swear...for you...I just am so sorry, I need you though, I can make you happy again" I say taking hold of her hands
"I-I don't know Sammy" She says unsure
"Please let me try and be good yeah? If it doesn't work, you can leave me" I say hoping she would say yes
"Okay...but I want you to try hard. I'm gonna help you okay?" She says placing her hand on my cheek
"I missed you" I grabbed her and held her tight with my arms around her waist
"I missed you too and I didn't stop loving you either" She said pulling out the hug and looking into my eyes
"I fucking love you" I say kissing her quickly and just feeling the need for drugs "You have to help me seriously, I think I'm becoming an addict, I want drugs"
"Shhh I will help you just chill, hows the kings?" She asked I just got out my phone and rang Kian
"I'm out" I say once it goes to voice-mail
"Good job. Next thing every time you wanna smoke or do drugs do something...like kiss me" She smirks
"What if your not around" I panic
"Come find me and concentrate on that instead of drug or whatever"
"I will be kissing you ALOT now you know!"
"I'm glad I got you back" She says looking deeply into my eyes
"Good" her phone rings "I got to get this, go back in there, don't argue be nice" I kiss her passionately and walk in as she talks on the phone.
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Gilinskys Sister (Omaha boys and magcon fanfiction)
FanfictionAmy gets to meet possibly the best people in her life thanks to her brother Jack. What will happen to the rebellious teen? Love? Hate? Read to find out!
