Beomgyu had been in countless heartbreaking relationships. Right after he was just dumped by another partner, Yeonjun comes into his life uninformed. Will beomgyu survive high school with a broken heart?
It's been a few days since I wrote in here. A lot of things happened since that party, some ups and downs or maybe even complicated feelings to say the least.
I can't stop thinking about someone. I know I shouldn't be. He's probably not even... well.. I revealed the gender now. I probably sound so stupid right now.. Falling for a boy? One of my closest friends? A boy I'll probably never see again when I get another call from dad telling me to switch schools?
I really don't want to hurt him or make him uncomfortable. But confessing.. it's not something I'm good at. The last time I confessed to someone was to Yuna, that was a total disaster. My face was all red and I stuttered with every word. She probably wanted to laugh.
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Soobin was also shocked to hear that I like Beomie, but nonetheless, he still supported me. He gave me tips on how to confess to a crush the " right way" and even helped me pick out my clothes.
He'sobviously closer to Beomgyu considering they've dated before, and I'm not even sure if I want to proceed with this whole crush thing. It's frustrating really. Sometimes I can feel my ears getting red and everyone around me probably noticed too.
What will happen if we actually got into a relationship? With every relationship comes sacrifices and side effects. What will be my sacrifice? It's all so new to me. But I'll keep trying ; as dad once said, "Sometimes you just feel like you wanna disappear, but all you really want is to be found". I will remember that. Dad might not be the best parent in the world but I still respect him.
Like everything in life, he needed to sacrifice a lot to keep a roof under our heads. To make sure we don't freeze at night and to make sure we still survive through every obstacle in life.
Anyways. I'll come back to write my feelings down again in the future. But for now, I'll try to figure out what to do.
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