Secret Admirer (cake)

thinking

I was sitting in my bed. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened at Michaels house. He kissed me.

He connected our lips and I kissed him back. After a few minutes of our lips being connected, his tongue swiped across my bottom lip. I opened my mouth a bit to allow him entrance. Our tongues fought for dominance, his winning.

A few minutes later,as he pulled away, he bit my lip. I moaned and he smiled before kissing my neck. After a second, he started to suck on my neck. I moaned again and he put his hand over my mouth. "Shhh, we don't want ash and Calum to hear, do we?" He whispered. I shook my head. "Good" he smiled and kissed me gently before going back to his work on my neck.

I moaned quietly and he smiled before going to a different spot. I tilted my head back a bit and he nodded, sucking another mark under the first. He wrapped my legs around his waist and moved closer so he was almost right against me. He connected our lips again for a minute.

He tugged on the bottom of my shirt and i took it off. He took the chance to take his off before kissing me again and immediately pushing his tongue into my mouth.

"Michael, Luke?" Calum asked. Michael quickly pulled away from me, but it was too late. Calum would've already seen band known what was going on. Michaels and calums faces were red, and I could feel the heat on mine.

"Uum, Ashton wanted to know if we should leave?" He asked. "Umm, no" Michael said. "I actually uh, I uh, gotta go home" insaid, standing up, pulling my shirt on, and leaving.

"Bye Luke!" Michael called as I walked out, ignoring him. I just fucking made out with my best fucking friend. And my crush walked in on us.

When i got home, i went straight to my room. And here I was, on my bed, thinking about everything. I was glad Calum walked in, because if it would've gone any further with Michael it would ruin our friendship. Which might have already happened.

My mom came in and asked if I was okay. I came home early. I told her I wasn't feeling good. It wasn't a lie. That's not why I left. But at that moment i wasn't feeling good. I was feeling sick. And worried.

I enjoyed it. Of course I did. But I regretted it. Because it was gonna be weird between me and my best fucking friend now.

I sighed and turned my music on in an attempt to distract myself from my thoughts.

Guys sorry its short. My fucking head is killing me. And I've been a little bit busy. Sorry.

Thoughts on the new song and lyric video? I've listened to the new song 41 times and I had it memorized after 7 or 8. Also, I stayed up all night for it as it came out at 4 am here.

And luke said bitchin. Omfg.

Sorry.

My 5SOS CONCERT IS IN 20 DAYS

well 19 officially since its like 3:15 am but oh well. It doesn't count.

Love you guys so much xx