I went to a fair today
It was muddy from the rain the day before
The part everyone stood last year was flooded
I watched a girl her bestfriend and her boyfriend go to the fairI watched them observed them only when they did this was I stunned
It's sad I was stunned
The guy picked his girlfriend up over the flooded part so her pants didn't get wetWhy I was so stunned is sad
Why don't we have more guys like that
Why do I wish I had one so badSomehow this gave me hope
It made me think wow love does exist still
But even if it does will I ever get it?I always wonder will I die alone
Or will I die with my love
I will never know the anwser
I hope I never willI want a guy to carry me over my puddles
I want him to hold my hand
I want us to hug each other
I want us to cry to each other
I want us to grow old together
I want us to fall for each other harder each dayI want love I no longer see
I want a guy who will truely care about meI don't want one who will use me for my body
Or will only be with me for looks
Or hates on my personality
Or let's his friends be mean to me
I just want him to care
Why is that so much to ask now?
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