Gasoline love || Carl grimes (on hold)

018.idiot

Shouting, that all I can hear as Lori shouts for Carl making me shout as well hopefully we can find him we run out the house seeing the grass full of those things a barn is on fire did they do that Carl, Rick and my dad?

"Come on molly come on" Lori shouts as me, Beth and Lori jump into a car with t-dog as he drives off making tears fall from my eye seeing Patricia getting bitten into making my stomach turn as we drive off my eyes land on the barn as it falls making me sob I lost my best friend, my dad, my other dad,

"Where the hell are you going" Lori shouts as t-dog drives like a mad man making me cry more knowing my dad died thinking I hated him are we the only one who made it out?

"I'm finding us a safe place cant you see we are the only one who made it out" he shouts as he drives making me sob watching as everything goes by fast making me frown,

"High way that where Rick would go" Lori shouts a she calms Beth down since she's crying poor girl lost her family guess we both are orphans then,

"I'm sorry to tell you this but we are the only one who got out if you didn't hear me before" t-dog shouts making Lori glare at him and opening the side door she not Gonna Do it,

"High way or I jump out" she says as more tears stream down my eyes I'm gonna lose Lori my best friend mother,

"Fine just step back in if no one is there we will find a safe place" t-dog says making Lori slam the door making me smile she's not gonna died,

I slowly step out seeing a man, a boy with a hat and man hugging a woman making me smile we wasn't the only ones out,

"Carl" I shout as I run tears in my eyes as we fall to the ground as we hug not letting eachother go I don't care if people stare at us I haven't lost my best friend but where's Luke,

"Where's Luke" I whisper as we stand up pulling eachother into another hug crying into eachother knowing we lost our best friends,

"I don't know mol everything happened so fast" he whispers into my shoulder making more tears fall like a new born baby,

"Your an idiot you know" I whisper hitting his back making him grunt as I do making me smile as my eyes stings,

"I know I am but this idiot is your best friend" he says making me smile as I look up not seeing my dad where is he? Did he get lost I thought he was with Carl and Rick I slowly pull away smiling,

"Dad?" I shout looking around smiling his little joke is to hide till I find him,

"Dad come on it not funny just come out" I shout again as I watch Rick look down making me frown,

"Where is my dad Rick where is he" I shout as I walk to Rick who's face is all red making me frown as he keeps quiet I look down knowing I lost my dad and nobody is doing anything about it,

"We need to go back to him he could be hiding" I shout as I walk to a car opening the door and sitting on the driver seat ready to drive I never driven before his dangerous could it be,

"I killed my best friend for you people" Rick shouts making me drop the book that was in my hand as I look at Rick as my eyes darken he killed my dad,

"You what" I shout standing up feeling everyone eyes on me making my blood boil,

"I killed your dad molly it was for the best he wasn't right in the head" Rick says as his eyes water making me feel my legs going weak,

I get pulled into a hug just before my legs could make me fall and hit my face against the floor, I feel my tears stream down I push the person away and walking away into the woods I need to be alone I can't stand seeing Rick or anyone at the moment,

"Molly where you going it dark" Rick shouts making me hold my finger up at him and walking through the bush making me frown as more stream down my face my throat feels wired as I try and catch my breath but failing as I walk back the way I came watching everyone look at me making me feel in easy as I hold my mouth feeling like I'm gonna throw up the same pain I had when we found Hershel that day,

"Molly take deep breath with me ok?" Hershel says as I follow his breathing I can feel everyone eyes on me as I do my chest still hurts no matter breathing I do,

"Take a deep breath though your nose , hold now breath out though out your mouth" Hershel says as he dose it making me do it a couple of times before the pain finally goes making me breath properly again getting a small smile off Hershel,

"Mol you awake?" A voice whispered making me turn around seeing a boy another boy sleeping next to him his blonde hair falling everywhere as he moves around,

"I am what do you need" I whisper making him smile and move closer to me pulling me into a hug making me feel better as he rubs my back as he puts his chin against my shoulder making me smile at least I haven't lost him,

"I thought you died" I whisper as we pull away from the hug watching him look down and frown probably thinking about everything what happened this night,

"I thought you died" he whispers making me frown so we both thought each other died, I feel my heart baking know we will die just not yet,