Hard To Get

My life

POOJAs home (India)

" I am supposed to tell everyone that i am gonna get admission there in NewZealand this year.. But how should i tell about it? should i go directly n throw the news?

amm this is not the way to go and tell this awesome news directly.. after all such things do not happen everyday...i need to do something special.. but what?" all of a sudden my brother Neeraj came in my room. I could see his surprised face as he observed me.. and there he started "by the holy home what happened with u didi ( its a word we use to call our elder sister here)? why are you so damn happy? u got boyfriend? is that so? hmm he chuckled..

"well its a surprise lil bro.. which m gonna tell ya all at dinner time..n obviously m gonna cook it for all of us tonight"

"oh gosh are you kidding me? i don't wanna get up in the hospital tomorrow girl.. let mummy do it... she makes it yummy that fulls my tummy"

"m gonna kill u right here right now" and we both burst out laughing...

we are 5 member family. my mom, dad , my elder sister, me and my younger bro..my mom is housewife and my dad works in a privet firm.. my sister got married last year n now she lives in United States with her husband.. we just can see her on Skype . when i was young and we fought a lot i used to think how can i get rid of her.. she is so irritating.. but suddenly when her marriage was fixed we got so damn close and now when we are away from each others we both realize how important we both are to each others... life sucks when i start to live it in actual...my bro is just got admission for engineering.. so he will b an engineer in near future..again he is gonna get faaar away.. :(

oh well and me... I'm Pooja.. we Indians have all the names either derived from God's names or the nature most of the times.. in short we all have meaningful names..my name means Rituals of Worship to the Almighty

I am quite studious and not to mention i was student of the year in my final year. Going to NZ for my masters on scholarship.well i am overweight since childhood..like currently i weigh 250 lbs.. but i am 6 feet tall and for this.. i thank god every day.. lol...

but like every fat girl i too got bullied .. in my childhood people use to tell my parents to do something for me or i will have to pay for this when i grow up. and when i grew up they threw their harsh words directly on me. this is the difference when u actually grow up.. i used to get bothered when i was young .. my pillow was my best friend and u know why..

what i learnt after so many snobby, devilish nights full of cries and unknown pain in my childhood nearly at d age of 10 which was completely making me mental..is to stand for myself.. i used to talk to myself..i turned to b a person with morals and reserved nature. but i am the person who dont really trust anyone but once i get attached to people n get comfy i open up. during schooling I started to develop myself in different ways.. i took part in extra curricular activities like sports, quiz competitions, debates, etc.. i came to know that books can be my close friends who follow the simple rule of friendship- 'no complains n no demands'.. the books I read always gave me n never asked for return.. i felt happy with them but something was still missing..

I studied what I felt is good for me and i really wanna mention that my parents love me unconditionally.. especially my dad.. he keeps telling me to exercise daily though lol which i hate alot.. the reason is I love sleep to much n its really difficult to get up early to go for jog n all that exercises.. pathetic i know right? well I had no close friend.. the one whom i can mention as my bestie..who can give me shoulder for cry.. i had just hello-hi-bye bye kinda friends.. n i donno why but i turned out to find that i had lot of friends who are guys than girls.. irony..lol

i dont really like typical girly things..like talking about TV serials.. gossiping about guys..fashions, make ups n all those stuffs ya know.... instead i loved to discuss about cars, video games..sports like cricket,chess, anime, soccer,tennis etc. I love to play badminton..n i am champ in my university in badminton.. people get surprised to know that i can play actually on field.. and when they appreciate it.. i feel like i have achieved something great..... weird ehh???? ;p

well its obvious that i had no boyfriend.. i have never fell for any guy coz i had no time for all this.. and i was damn insecure or maybe scared that it was easier to think of all my male classmates..each of them as my BROTHER.. such an ass..i know right? lol :D actually I fear for the fact that my parents will get hurt if i decided to for love marriage.. in the society where i live its like an offense to go for a love marriage.. and if its inter-caste or inter -religion.. u better die... yah i know its kinda old thinking for now a days world.. but its a fact.. I couldn't let my parents n my family to live with a shame .. n i really couldn't afford to loose my loved ones when I had 'em all so less in number..so i always kept in mind that career first.. n then i will marry a guy selected by my parents.. yeah..an arranged marriage.. ! so never let any guy closer to me to b more than a friend.. to my surprise few were interested in me..isn't that something difficult to figure out 'why'? they said that they love me.. n i was like get lost please! polite version of get the f***lost!!! :D :D

may be they like me coz i am famous.. yah.. ppl like me are automatically get famous ya know.. But along with that I was famous for my Academic records and all the other extra curricular activities too.. Well i dont really care what others think about me now .. what matters for me is what i think about myself ! n i know that m tough nut to crack now... ;p ;p ;p

so in short.. i am intelligent (i guess so..lol), full of humor (ya all gotta know this by the time..lol), fat but beautiful( i know that ;) this time lol), and full of self pride and positivity n famous too.. guys multitaskers do exist ya know.. ;p ;p ;p :D...

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hey guys.. now u r almost aware of how the main character of this story "Pooja" is in actual.. m sure u gonna love her when the story takes further steps.. any suggestions.. always welcome.. n i want u all to give me reason to update next.. hope u guys r getting what i mean..lol .....love ya all.. waiting for your comments ,suggestions n votes.. take care n stay blessed <3 <3 !!!!!!!!!