13 : Confused

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                                    Jake

Fuck
My whole body hurts

   I open my eyes and I'm met with complete darkness

  Where the hell am I?

I hear footsteps approaching, the turning of a lock of some sort
And then finally a door opens on the far left corner of the room

I try to stabilize myself and look up but it's all too blurry

I make out the form of three people

Two guys and one female

She walks up to me and stands directly in front of me

" How dare you" she seethes with so much venom

She uses her hand to pull my head up by my hair
And then she repeats herself
rage seeping from her tone
" How fucking dare you"

And in one split second her hands are in the air and coming down harshly on me in form of a slap

God damnit

   My head is spinning, I'm breathing heavily and

Ugh there's too much light

I struggle to open my eyes and look around

Well at least I'm in my house and I can be sure that was just a dream

  But fuck it felt so real

I feel like someone dumped a bucket of water on me

I feel hands, who's touching my back
Alex?

I turn around with a smile only to meet
Britney?

Is this still a dream?

" Morning baby" she coos

"Baby?" I ask my confusion very evident
  Since when

But she just continues to smile at me like I'm some candy of sort
" Uh okay, what are you doing here in my room, on my bed?!! Couldn't you have used the guest room?" I ask trying to sit up

" Guestroom? You kidding me, after all we did last night omg I don't think I've ever felt that much pleasure. It's like all my prayers are finally being answered coz even that good for nothing was here and she saw us and everything, so don't worry she'll finally stop bothering you seeing that you are mine" she explains getting all a bit too close to me so I move away trying to put some distance between us

And after everything she just said I could only get one question out
" Which good for nothing"
" Alexandra of course" she spits her name out with so much venom " I don't know why you'd even let her be around you in the first place-"

Wait

Alex was here

I lift the comforter and I'm half dressed underneath
Fuck!!
   is this how she met us?
And what the hell is she still rambling?

" Shut up Brit, what do you mean last night" I ask just for consolation
" What were you seriously that drunk?"
" Britney!!" I warn

" Fine, we had sex plain enough and she knows "

What?!!!!
 
    She told Alex that

What the fuck?!!!!!

" Jaky why do you look so worried, it's for the best you know. Now we can finally be together "

  Excuse you?!!

" Shut the fuck up, I didn't touch you Britney and we both know it "

I can do such a thing no matter how drunk I am
Plus I kinda remember passing out so that's not even possible

" But Jake-"
" But nothing Britney, I saw you as a friend, a sister and nothing more. Now you see whatever you were thinking in your head is never happening" I say the tone of my voice rising a little

" Jake, all this for her, she's not worth it"
" Shut up" I growl

I'm losing my cool, this won't end well
So I stand up from the bed and put some distance between us before I speak next

" You disgust me Britney and you had better pray that the damage you've caused gets fixed because I love Alex and there's nothing in this world that you can do about it"

  I love her

I know I do
I haven't even told her
And now this

" I want you out of my house by the time I'm out" I throw over my shoulder as I walk into my bathroom

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God I can't think straight

Alex has got to listen

I need to tell her that I love her

I walk into my room

And she's still here

Fully dressed up now

But she's still here

And I can feel my blood boil cause it's all her fault, I don't even remember giving her mixed signals or even telling her I like her
Nothing

She was so willing to give up her dignity, for what?

I didn't even commit nothing to her yet she was so willing to throw herself at me that thinking that in my ignorance I'd accept her

Thinking that I'd believe that lie she'd cooked up to feed me

Unfortunately it didn't work, not this time around cause I know I would never do something like that
Especially to someone I considered to be my sister

God knows how much she has been lying to me, and has delusional as I was I'd eat it up without asking questions

She'd been playing me for a fool and I hate her for it

I come out from my walk-in closet and she's still standing there

" I clearly remember telling you to leave" I try to say calmly

" I know Jake let me explain, I love you"
" And I don't" she looks stunned and hurt but I don't care after all she's very good at pretending and faking emotions " I never loved you that way Britney and after this I don't ever see it happening in the future, so now please leave before I do something we'll both regret "

" No-no Jake forgive me, not like this please " she begs kneeling

         A fucking waste of energy

" Just get the fuck out Britney, If there's any chance of me forgiving you it's without you here reminding me of everything, NOW FUCKING LEAVE " I boom

She can tell angry
And she very well knows how this goes
So she gets up picks her purse and runs out really fast

  In heels

    Ouch

I sigh

I've got better things to worry about right now
     I need to talk to Alex

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A round of applause for my good and morally stable Jake!!!!👏👏👏

He has so much faith in himself that he knows he would never have sex with her
       Not even in his sleep
Well let's just hope Alex also has that faith in him

Also what Britney did is very wrong and I hope a lot of girls can learn from this scene and stop throwing themselves at guys

Plus not every guy is interested in a free fuck

Well I hope this chapter came out well
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             Love y'all 😘🥰🌹

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