Alex
Hurt
That's the only thing I feel right now
He was upset and took it out on me
Fine
Blamed me
It was okay
But No he didn't stop there
He went ahead to use the only thing I'm insecure about
My personality
I wasn't always like this
But shit happens and people change
And he knows this
My awkward yet outgoing personality back then was basically what ruined my family
My dad wouldn't have had to leave my family if not for me
My mom wouldn't have gotten so broken, if had just kept to myself
That's why I'm like this now
Cause unlike him, I had to learn, mature, grow and get the right ideology
I did what I had to do even if it meant changing my style and personality
Just to look after my family, to care for them all through out the divorce process and everything
He was the same person who always said I shouldn't let what I had gone through change or redefine me
He was the one I thought was giving me hope to be my old self again
But no
It was all fake
He not only threw my insecurities at my face, he had the guts to totally ignore everything behind it
And boi that hurt
Coz he's the only other person I was able to tell about my dad minus the people who were there when it happened
And he just had to use it against me
Fuck
This is the main reason I now avoid people
He didn't even give me a chance to explain
To tell him that I was at the hospital with my mom cause she had another panic attack
He just made assumptions
Fuck him
Ugh my phone
" Hey " unknown number
" You Alex? I'm Elijah" a male voice says sounding somewhat rushed
Elijah?
" Elijah Coleman Jake's best friend"
" Um yeah, listen Alex Jake's here with Britney, he's shitty drunk and Brit isn't helping, he's been rambling on about you, he's a mess he needs you, come here now please "
" Here where "
" His place, don't you know his place I thought you're his girlfriend or something " he asks confused
Oh boi
" Listen Elijah I can't- " I tried to say but he cut me off
" I don't care what the hell happened between the two of you but Jake is her and he needs you, so if you truly love him you'd get your ass over here right now "
Love
" K I'm on my way "
🌹🌹🌹🌹
I get to his house
One of the housekeepers opens the door for me
I ask for Elijah
I haven't met him before
But he's not here anymore
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The dork
Ifjúsági irodalomAlexandra hart, 18 year old high school student, one friend, one focus 'her studies'. Bullied and mocked for her style, she is called a dork. Little do they know not every dork will remain an outcast. And everything all comes out when she's acquai...
