i agree with my husband [ jake x johnnie ]

ch.14

a few days passed.
after our talk happened with jake we agreed that we are not a couple but we've been more affectionate towards eachother. we kissed sometimes, cuddled, and yesterday he slept in my room.

i had i talk with him about visiting my family and i invited him. he was joking about us kissing time to time and i immediately wanting him to meet my family.

next week i'll start my tour and i feel pretty excited yet anxious, but jake will come with me so that's helping.

"hi, pretty" jake says when i go into the kitchen where he is making a smoothie. "you want one?" he asks.

"ugh, no. too healthy" i say and he gives me a smile before starting the blender. i grab a bowl and pour milk and cereal in it. when jake finishes his smootie we sit next to eachother on the couch and start watching youtube while eating our breakfast. my cereal tastes like i'm pouring pure sugar in my mouth, but that's how i like it.

"any plan for today?" he asks after he finishes his smoothie.

"just crying in my room in fetal position" i say jokingly, but he looks concerned. "just kidding. i'm a little anxious about next week."

"i see" he sighs. "can i leave you for a couple of hours?" he asks.

"of course" i say, trying hard not to ask where is he going. i'm not his boyfriend after all.

"i'm going to the gym. i'll get taco bell for us on the way home" i'm pretty sure he is reading my mind.

"taco bell again? you've been eating taco bell every day for like two weeks now."

"i can't help it, johnnie! i'm in my taco bell phase!!!" he yells and i shake my head while smiling a little. "take care, call me if you need me" he grabs his bag and gives me a kiss on the forhead. he really is a cutie.

after jake leaves i just open my phone's notes and start writing down all the tour information, the dates, adresses, everything. the first concert will be in columbus, ohio. this will be one of the biggest places where i have ever performed before.
i try to get my mind of the tour, because i'm getting more and more scared, so i think i'll have to leave it for future johnnie.

after a while jake comes home, and he is talking about wanting a new piercing, so i tell him let's go get them. i don't have any plans and actually i don't mind getting new piercings. we get in jake's car and he starts driving us.

when we arrive, jake tells the piercer girl that he want's snake bites. they turn to me and ask if i want something, after hesitating a bit, i tell them that i wanna get my nipples pierced. i don't know if it's a good idea before a tour, but well, i don't care.

jake goes first and he doesn't even flinch when the needle goes through his skin. he looks so hot. i'm second and i lie down on the leather chair with my shirt off. the girl pierces my left nipple and i could scream in pain.

"i'm not sure if i can do the other one" i tell them with teary eyes.

"you can do it, it will be better then the left one. that one hurt more for me too." he says and holds my hand. i nod. the needle goes through and i call jake a liar. it wasn't any better.

i get up after the girl wiped of the blood from my chest and look in the mirror. it's not much of a difference, but i can tell that jake likes it. he steps behind me and lean down to whisper in my ears.

"you look so fucking hot."

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20/2/2024