*1 month later...* 📍Beverly Hills, Kingston May 7, Sunday.
7:46pm
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Johannah Kamarii Carmen|18
Tomorrow a cape and mi nervous bad cyaa believe
"Babe" jayvon called out reminding me that we
"Mm?"
"Yuh alright? Yuh zoom out" he asked.
"Yeah I'm good a because tomorrow a cape" I said rubbing through my scalp.
"Nave for worry because a mi a di one who need fi worry and plus a you a help me so.." he stated.
"Yah talk like mi neva did a struggle, most a di time mi a explain to yuh mi did affi pause because I don't know weh mi just a tell yuh" I said. "Look, tomorrow is the big day and VERY important I can't mess this up and you can't neither to because it aguh mek mi look like mi dunce" I continued.
"Yuh nuh dunce yuh actually teach me nuff thing b mi feel smart" he said as I chuckled lowly.
"Mhm"
Suddenly someone knocked on my room door "Johannah" the person called out sounding like my mother.
"Come in" I yelled as she enters
"Hey yuh prepared fi tomorrow?" She asked and I nodded. "Yuh study?" She then asked.
"Yes a it mi a do now!" I said.
"Ohk just making sure anyways pray before yuh go to bed " she said going through the door.
"Alright come Mek we run through" jayvon said.
"Ok," I said.
• • 8:05pm
After recapping everything we've study for I was now in the shower.
What if mi fail and mi mother worse mi father kick mi out???? A true mi should a start a job now.
But what If mi wah apply to a college and them nuh accept mi because mi cape results or what if mi end up guh college and mi nuh get a degree?? Mi cyaa be Nutting in a life.
"How yuh desso??
Now is not the time.
Fada god help mi through this exam I PRAYYY that I pass!!!.
Amen!
Coming out the shower I placed on my robe and headed out to my room.
