Chimera

author878/Sarah obaid

I been broken before
Deeply wounded
Physically, emotionally, and mentally
Nothing breaks me more than hautiness
Arrogance, lost souls, pride, ego, manipulation, game-playing, and lies
If you bestow these qualities may thy Lord forgive thee and guide thee but ye will not hold my heart!
I want a companion, not a lifelong headache or another wounded heartbreak 💔 when the world is already in destruction
I can save my love for humanity rather than waste it on someone who won't even love me back the same way as I can
Don't you see I been tested with hardship already...
Abandonment, belittlement, but this was Allah's plan to test me and take me out of darkness, and to Him I belong
Loneliness is not the issue here as I have Him always with me
The issue is being a woman and a man at the same time, and nobody is seeing this struggle
Working through sickness because there is no other option
Waiting for a paycheck to arrive because you're working class and not everyone appreciates you
You don't possess certain skill,  and you're off the radar
So to Him I Belong and to Him I shall Return even if I never find my true soulmate here on Earth
He's in jenna,  and I'll take the labelling and the laughter.
The slander is my deeds
Allah made divorces exist to remind you of the Prophet Muhammad s.a.w and his sahabah and how they treated divorces
Now we as a ummah are going backwards
When we should follow the example of our prophets
To let divorces live in peace and stop labelling them
If we are out late at night, just remember it's maybe you who goes out to bad places or this is all you know
You don't think about what people have to do to make ends meet ever
You don't know where we have been, and we owe you no justification
Only you're deeply forgiven because your deeds are all we wanted
So keep talking the trash even if it hurts its worth the scale on Qiyama