When you build a life and watch it burn
When you take the wrong u turn
Lost or you're stuck
Saying oh ****
Kinda like you and I
We are so wrong just like pomegranate and apple pie
It's just a bad combination
We were a bad infection
Didn't want to walk away
Can't lie I'd have come back to rebuild from the ashes even if you were making me astray
My eyes welling up with tears
I never wanted you to see my fears
I looked in the mirror and realised how far I have risen today
To you I got nothing left to say
Other than I loved myself
Better than you did yourself
I buy myself my own gifts and treat myself
I will take me
To florida, umra, haj and miami
I.a you will see
I forgive everything of now and the past
Just never again because we just can't be and won't last
You can't love yourself
So I know I got to love you then love myself
It's too much toxicity
Too much jealousy and negativity
It's better to be
Lonely
At least I'm numb
But not dumb
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Chimera
PoetryA collection of poetry from Author878 and collaborations Author878 is a British born writer She writes on her forum Her wattpad got deleted 2014 when she openly discussed Palestine Again 2017 it was hacked and deleted, then again 2019 so we shar...
