Chimera

Natalie Walton / Author878

I tried to open up my heart to you
Life left us no choice, but to reserve ourselves!
Humanity we serve!
I still look at you, I wonder what you're thinking...
I always say I'll never know
Why are we so good at wasting time?
I figured I'd let you know what lives in my cells...
It ain't impure blood.
Hijama is a must !
Figure out my brain...
You can't understand me...
Oh my heart, will you ask for it?
Will you handle it with care?
When you see me, you no longer peruse.
It got confusing to understand what exactly did you mean?
I hide my true feelings, but there's a true side of me that shows if you dare to get close enough!
Don't just look closely at me from a distance!
Actually, get closer to my mind...
Don't be afraid because society and iblees only enjoy the segregation of others...
His evil has created so much hate, and I look at Gaza, and it breaks my heart every night, but Allah reminds us that our true enemy creates the biggest fitnah; segregation!
I love the sound of nature, to see a smile on someone's face and the sound of their laughter...
I enjoy my food, my fitness, and helping anybody I can!
My love grows more and more each day the smaller the things the more I appreciate them...
Especially when I've not been given much and alhamdulilah all I want is love and even if it's not received it will never stop me giving it back!
See me smile and see me helping...
I tried to do my best to impress...
I can't get you to notice me...
Too many others clouding, your judgement, but my feelings were so real...
I wish they'd go away and they won't go away...
You know more than you ever deserved to know  right now...
Only remember this for next time; good things don't last forever...
There's an expiration date, good food rots!
So if this is your way of brushing me under a rug, I'll never hate you for it!
My prayers will be with you forevermore, your smile made me smile because I remembered it and I'll never forget it!