ᴊᴀᴀɴ ᴇ ᴅᴜsʜᴍᴀɴ

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 19

I thought to sleep but can't.when someone messaged me i open it and see my classmates enjoying because they passed.i throw my phone with full force and start crying.and my phone broke in peices.

"ahhaaaaahhhhhhhh"i scream on the pillow.all things which happend in past days start to came infront of my eyes."agar me fail ho gaya to...to papa mera school chodhva denge."i think and start crying.

I sleep while crying.

●ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴘᴏᴠ ᴇɴᴅ●

Hanan was reading some files in his study.hanan clear concentrate was on rushda."kya kar rahi hogi vo trouble maker."hanan think to himself.

"me kyu soch raha hoon uske baare me"hanan think to himself and again started to read file.

{ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs ғɪᴠᴇ ᴅᴀʏs ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴜᴅʏ sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ sʜᴇ ᴘᴀssᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ sʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴀɴᴀɴ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʟʟ ʜᴇʀ.ʀᴜsʜᴅᴀ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇʀ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ.ʙᴜᴛ sʜᴇ ᴜsᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴀᴘᴘɪ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ ғᴏʀ sᴛᴜᴅʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ ᴀsᴋᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ sʜᴇ ᴛʀɪᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɪɢɴᴏʀᴇ ʜᴇʀ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ.}

●ᴀᴛ ʙᴀɪɢ ʜᴀᴠᴇʟɪ●

Hanan was lying on his bed and trying to get sleep but can't.he was restless.he want to call rushda but he didn't because of his ego.

After 30 min of restlessness he tried to call her.but her phone wasn't in reach."phone kyu nhi utha rahi hai."hanan said to himself.he tried again but again it was not in reach.

So in the end he call muskaan appi."hello.""asllam vallaikum appi."hanan said."vallaikum asllam hanan. Kya hoa phone kaise."appi asked in confusion."vo appi rushda call nhi utha rahi thi isliye."hanan said hesitatingly.

"Oo me dekhti hoon magar vo jabse yaha aai hai jabse pareshaan se lag rahi hai koch hoa tha kya hanan vaha par."appi ask."hhhhh."hanan said in confusion."nhi to kyu."hanan said with a frown.

"nhi vo jabse yaha aai hai hamare sath kam or apne room me jayada rehti hai."appi said."matlab."hanan said in confusion.

"koi nhi use chodo me usse tumhari baat karva ti hoon."appi said while going towards rushda'room.where she find rushda was studying.

She knock the door."rushda"she called her.but she didn't heard it."rushda."she call her again."ha ha kya hoa appi."rushda ask with her red. Eyes.

"tera phone kaha hai."appi asked."vo."rushda got nervous."appi vo mera phone toot gaya."she said in a low voice.on other hand hanan was listening everything.

"kya phone toot gaya."appi asked in confusion."kya kah rahi hai kaha hai or kasie toota."appi said."vo mene padh raha tha or vo niche gir ke toot gaya."rushda said hesitatingly.

Hanan knows she is lying.because after falling phone from study table phone can't broke completely.he cutted the call.

"isliye tu.mera phone use kar rahi thi na."appi said."hmm."rushda nodded."appi kisi ko mat batana plz."rushda said.appi raised her eyebrow."me apni pocketmoney se kharid loonga naya phone."rushda said in low tone.rushda looked at her with teary eyes.

"appi sab kharab ho jayega me kaise karunga me thak gaya hoon mujhse nhi hoo raha mujhe nhi pata me kaise jaaonga school me."rushda said with a drop of tear fall down.

"i am tired of myself."rushda said in low tone and one more tear fall from her eyes."oye pagal esa kyu kah rahi hai kya hoa.hmm."appi asked while taking her in her embrace.

"pata nhi appi mujhe meri overthinking nhi chod rahi.me apni studys pe focus nhi kar paa raha appi mere dreams me kaise karunga meri life over hai me nhi jee sakta ese."rushda said while tears were dropping from her eyes.

"koi baat nhi me help karungi teri studys me hmm abhi to yahi hai vaise bhi me hi padha ti thi na tujhe bachpan me to abhi bhi me padha dongi hmm."appi said while caressing her hair.

Rushda just nodded."yaah allah kya kar raha hai tu kaise rishte me jodh diya tune iss bacchi ko jiski abhi padhne khelne ki umar thi use kise ke ghar ki bahu bana diya."appi think to herself.

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ʜᴇʟʟᴏ ! ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ʜᴏᴡ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ʜᴏᴘᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴡᴇʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 19 ᴏғ ᴊᴀᴀɴ ᴇ ᴅᴜsʜᴍᴀɴ.ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ.(▰╹◡╹▰)