Always You

I'm So Sorry I'm So Confused

(Harry's POV) 

"Harry Edward Styles, will you sit the fuck down?" Niall scolded. 

"You're blocking the screen, I don't want to miss Batman's entry," Liam complained. 

The three of us were supposed to be watching a, movie, but I couldn't stop pacing and overthinking. It wasn't like I wanted to be all worked up, but overthinking came naturally, and it was something I was exceptionally good at. I would win a gold medal for my country if it were an Olympic sport. 

I sat down on the couch beside Niall and rested my head on his shoulder. "It's not fair. Why does he get to be so confusing? Who gave him the right? That doorknob."

Niall ran his fingers through my hair. "It'll be okay."

"You'd say that. He is your ex-best friend."

"Louis was never my best friend, we were just close friends. We probably still would be close if you both grew a pair and just talked to each other." Niall said with a twinge of irritation in his voice. 

"He should apologize first. He was the one who just got up and walked out the door and cut off all contact."

Niall turned to face me, forcing me to move my head. "Haz, look, I've known Louis for a pretty long time. He's the kind of person who can't let people go. He's a proper carer. I'm not for a single second ready to believe that he left for the sake of it. He must have a solid reason."

"If I may," Liam interjected. "I don't know much of Louis except for what I hear from you guys and Zayn, which are completely contradictory, but I don't think leaving and ghosting Harry like that for whatever reason is excusable. It's just not right."

Perfect. My two best friends had completely opposite views. Who did that leave to help m out? No one.

I mumbled about needing some fresh air and left. I raced towards the park/green area of the campus and settled into a bench. Much better. The park was the one place on the campus where for some explicable reason, not many people went to. Thus, you could always get some me time here. I breathed in the smell of grass and closed my eyes, determined to not worry about anything for a little while. Just me, the grass, and the sun. Sitting together in perfect harmony. 

"Oi oi!"

I opened one agitated eye. Who was it now? 

No one I had to concerned with apparently, because it was just two idiots messing around near the opposite end of the park. Content with the knowledge that I would not have to engage in any social interaction, I leaned back again. 

"Zayn! Quit it!" A voice giggled. 

Wait a minute now. I knew that voice, but god I whish I didn't. I opened my eyes again to see that one of the idiots was none other than the idiot that worked with me at the coffee shop and the second one was none other than Liam's idiot (don't tell Liam I said that). 

I groaned. Seriously, I saw that guy everywhere I went at this point. First he started working at my coffee shop, now he was disrupting my peace at my spot of the college. The fucker. 

The two continued whatever gibberish they were doing very loudly, granting me not one single second of silence. At one point, Louis seemed to have noticed and figured it was okay to approach me. "Hey Harry," he greeted cheerfully. What was he so happy about? I'd seriously never seem a person be so happy, with the exception of Niall. But then again, he was a leprechaun so he didn't count. 

"How'd your test go?" I realised he was talking to me. 

"It was good. Went well. I guess I have you to thank for that." My voice was barely louder than a whisper by the end of the sentence. Louis's face lit up like the actual sun. "You read my notes?" He exclaimed as if I had done him some huge favour. I shrugged in response. Louis was still grinning goofily. "Oh well, good to know. See you at work!" He waved and ran off to join Zayn again.