After that ass hole left I mentally cursed myself for letting that happen it was a mistake that will never happen again I hope. To make sure it won't I've been avoiding him the whole morning not that I didn't before but this time I really do because when I'm around him I do stuff that I never even thought of doing to anyone except him which was bad because we both hate each other passionately
The bus ride was peaceful and quiet I had my headphones in the whole time listening to music and also mentally prepare myself for a phone call I would be getting from my father not to ask if I'm ok nope to cus me out for getting hurt and the 'you are not my daughter you are a failure bullshit' honestly I sick of did but hey life's not fair so you just gotta suck it up and I'm also excited to see Cammy again I missed her so much and her crazy ass stories just always made me feel better
I think I fell asleep because the bus stopped moving as I opened my eyes before someone could violently shake me awake again what's it with people waking other people up from naps I mean you don't wake a baby from I nap so why do it to us life isn't fair but you just gotta suck it up got out as quickly as possible just in case I could ran into Luca again I mean that would be awkward as hell just as I got out my phone started ringing and I thought it was my father so I got ready and put my game face on but it wasn't the devil I call 'dad' it was my mother which was weird she never calls me I answered
Lia: Ciao mamma
I answered in Italian growing up we were always supposed to speak in Italian because my dad is Italian and my mom is Portuguese and said that we had to speak it to get familiar with he's heritage I know right bullshit
Alessandra: ciao amore mio
Lia: è successo qualcosa perché mi chiami?
Alessandra: oh non è successo niente, ti chiamo solo per dirti che verremo a trovarti mercoledì prossimo per vedere come te la cavi a calcio
I gulped because I don't think my mom remembers I'm injured and can't play as I normally do
Lia: uh mamma, penso che tu abbia dimenticato che sono infortunato e non posso giocare e chi intendi con "noi"?
Alessandra: So che hai un infortunio, vogliamo solo vedere le tue capacità e con noi intendo me, tuo padre, Mason e i Diez
Lia: DIEZ mamma, sei fuori di testa, sai cosa proviamo io e Mason nei confronti del loro odioso figlio
Alessandra: lo so e francamente non me ne frega niente e inoltre i suoi genitori sono nostri amici
Lia: wow mamma, e come si sente il tuo ragazzo d'oro a riguardo?
Alessandra: neanche lui ne è contento, ma voi due non avete scelta e inoltre passeremo la giornata con loro
Lia: mi stai prendendo in giro, vero, non passerò la giornata con loro, preferirei un tale stronzo
Alessandra: fai attenzione a come parli con me, signorina, passeremo la giornata con loro ed è definitiva
Before I could protest anymore she hung up the phone remember when I said she's to soft hearted to speak up to my dad well she isn't with me which is fucking annoying and now I also have to tell Mason that I kissed the boy that we both hate I can't just say "oh hey Mason I kissed Luca you know the boy we both hate also and I'm very sexualy attracted to him" I can't say that he will hate me and he's one of the people I can't lose in my life right now
As I was figuring out ways to tell him it clicked he doesn't have to know suddenly I felt a relief and saw Cammy I just had to tell her I ran over to her and jumped on her "Cammy I missed you so much you won't believe who I kissed Luc-" before I could finish I saw she was holding hands with Luca's best friend Alex which made me stop dead in my tracks "you've got to be fucking kidding me " I said in sync with someone and turned around to see Luca who was now standing next to me we've got to stop doing that it's fucking creepy
"What the actual fuck Cammy your fucking he's best friend" I said shouting "Lia listen" "NO YOU FUCKING LISTEN YOU DATING THE BEST FRIEND OF THE GUY THAT RUINED MY LIFE THAT'S SO FUCKED UP CAMMY I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST YOU" "no Lia that's the thing you don't trust anyone you push away the people who care most about you" I knew she was right but that doesn't justify the fact that she's dating him "your fucking dead to me" is all I said and walked off
-----------------------------☆---------------------------- It's been a week since the fall out with Cammy and since then she's been staying with some friends honestly I think I might have overreacted but I felt so hurt and wanted to apologize but I'm not doing that first my pride is to big for that and I have other things to worrie about like how my parents and Luca's parents are coming
I got out of bed already dreading this day not only that but I have to see Luca after that kiss I've been avoiding him and now there's no way I can avoid him and the possibility that he might tell Mason that we kissed he'll hate me so much and he's the one person I can't lose right now
I turned on the shower and got in the boiling water running down my body reliving some tension. I got out quickly and got changed into spandex shorts and a tight crop top and my soccer boots
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(Lia's outfit)
Then I noticed it slightly revealed my tattoo I gotten it without my parents permission in high school it was a lightning strike going from all the way from my upper back to my lower back I'm surprised they hadn't noticed it before I highly doubt that they'll care about it
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(Lia's tattoo)
I got done with little makeup just some concealer and mascara and some lipgloss since I'm probably gonna sweat it all away and left for the field where I'm supposed to meet them
