My eye's flung open, greeting the morning rays that seeped through my window. As the haze of sleep lifted, a sudden realization washed over me like a tidal wave. I gasped, my heart pounding in my chest, as I finally acknowledged the truth that had been concealed within the depths of my being. Unbeknownst to my own conscious mind, I had harbored a profound affection for Armas all along. My emotions, tightly guarded and hidden from myself, now surged forward with a fierce intensity. A whirlwind of thoughts and memories engulfed me, causing me to tremble with a mix of excitement and apprehension. It was as if the floodgates of my heart had been flung open, and I could no longer ignore the torrent of emotions that cascaded through my very being.
I couldn't waste anymore time. I've been foolish enough. I hastily throw on my clothes and dashed down the stairs, my heart pounding with determination. I couldn't keep my feelings for Armas hidden any longer. As I hurried out the door, I tuned out my mother's concerned calls, my mind solely focused on the task at hand. I knew this was the moment to finally confess my true feelings for Armas. The anticipation and urgency filled the air, making every step I took feeling more significant than ever before.
My heart pounds with anticipation as I race down the road towards Armas' house. The moment I have been waiting for is finally here- the moment to confess my true feelings to him. With each step, I gather my courage, determined to lay my heart bare. As I reach his doorstep, I take a deep breath and press the doorbell, my excitement fueling my every move.
Armas opens the door and a look of worry appears on his face. "Nora, it's eight in the morning, is everything okay?", He says, stepping outside and closing the door behind him.
"I was a fool. And a liar. I should of just admitted how I felt from the beginning, then none of this would of happened. I like you Armas- like really like you", I admitted, and a light of relief falls upon me.
"Where is this all coming from?", He asks, with a shocked smile.
"From the most hidden part of my heart", I respond. "I liked you all this time. I just did not want to admit it because I was worried about my father and Sebastian, what would they think?", I say.
"I spoke to Sebastian and he said, he does not mind", Armas says, with a low tone.
"My father would not be happy if we are together. You know that".
"That does not mean we can't still be friends. If being friends means that I spend time with you, then so be it. We don't have to be more if we can't be. I just want to be around you, Nora", He confesses.
"I want to be around you too", I smile.
"Well, in what well did I throw a penny. This is probably the luckiest morning I've had", He chuckles, and I join him. "Do you want to come inside?", He asks.
"I should get going. My mom is probably worried", I say.
"Will I see you later?", He asks.
"Maybe", I say, and he raises his eyebrows. "Yes", I smile. I walk away from his doorstep as he walks into his house.
I didn't want to admit that I liked him. I don't even know why. I guess I was afraid to love him, I think I still am. All I know is that my heart belongs to him and it will remain that way until the end of time.
I walked away from Armas' house feeling a mix of emotions. I have finally mustered up the courage to express my true feelings to him, but now that the words were spoken, I couldn't help but feel a sense of vulnerability and uncertainty. As I walk down the familiar street, my mind is flooded with thoughts of what could happen next. I couldn't shake off the nervousness that was building up inside me. I replayed the conversation in my mind. The weight of my confession hung heavy in the air as I continued to distance myself from Armas' house. I knew that regardless of the outcome, I had taken a significant step in my journey of self-discovery and personal growth. In this moment, I couldn't help but feel a sense of pride for having the courage to express my emotions, even though the uncertainty.
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Lonely Heart
RomanceWhat's happens when you fall in love with someone three years older than you and you might not ever see them again, and they happen to be friends with you're older brother?