Britney's POV
"Lou, I'll be okay if you want to go home." I said he hasn't left in a few days
"No, because every time I leave something bad happens." Lou said
"I don't need a babysitter!" I agrued back getting a little angry.
"Yeah well I don't want a suicidal girlfriend!" He yelled
"I'm sorry I'm not what you want..." I said quietly
"No no no, Britney that's not what I ment." He said trying to grab my hand.
"Go! NOW!" I yelled, he didn't move, just sat there.
"PEOPLE DONT SAY THAT IF THEY DONT MEAN IT! Louis, recently we have done nothing but fight, about like just the issues going on....." I said
"No Britney, don't end it please," he said as his voice cracked
"You have to be more specific, there are a few things I'm planning to end" I said quietly
"L-Like w-what?" He stuttered letting tears fall.
"This relationship, breathing, the pain, and my life." I said quietly. My life was not worth living.
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