13 Reasons Why: Season 1: A Deeper Meaning

1 (Rough draft)

"Hey it's Hannah, Hannah Baker. Don't adjust...whatever device you're hearing this on, It's me live and in stereo. No return engagements no encore and this time, absolutely no request. Get a snack settle in, because I'm about to tell you the story of my life more specifically, why my life ended. And if you're listening to this tape...you're one of the reasons why."

I remember my heart dropping when I first heard that, as much as I loved Hannah I absolutely hated her for these stupid tapes.

When they were in my possession I contemplated throwing them out everyday, I couldn't bare knowing other people knew my secrets

Or openly passing them off so some other asshole who would judge me for my past mistakes.

I mean for fucks sake I was human too, I'm allowed to make mistakes and not be reminded of them every fucking second.

I walked into school hurriedly a bit panicked but mostly annoyed, I noticed justin and stomped my way over to him and his jock friends

"hey!" I grabbed his jacket tightly he looked to me confused "juli? What? What's wrong" he fully turned and stumbled as I pulled him off to the side.

"Where the fuck were you last night" I glared at him he furrowed his eyebrows "I was with Jessica" I scoffed "liar, I talked to Jess last night she couldn't reach you"

he looked away "so tell me where you were" I said annoyed "I was...doesn't matter, what do you want?" he said changing the subject.

"Clay has them now!?" I raised my voice he looked around nervously smiling before pushing me up against a locker putting his hand over my mouth

"would you shut up,when did he get them?" I pushed hand away "This morning Sheri dropped them off" I glanced at clay staring at Hannah's locker.

"are you sure?" I rolled my eyes "obviously I wouldn't tell you if I didn't know" he stepped back a bit and started walking over to clay

"Fuck" I mumbled before running after Justin "what the fuck do you think you're doing?" I tugged him back he just shrugged me off and continued

"what the hell are you doing?" he asked clay who looked over at Justin and I confused "nothing I'm just-" he gestured to her locker

"Looking for something" "Justin" I tugged his jacket "what would I be looking for?" Clay said looking between us "I'm sorry clay, just ignore him" I said as I turned my back to him

"come on" I whispered to Justin who continued to ignore me "you tell me" "do you even know my name?" Clay asked a bit annoyed

"course I do clay" "come on-" "second bell guys" mr Porter yelled walking over to us I just glanced at Justin

"you're not that innocent, Jensen I don't give a shit what she says" what the fuck? was he stupid? It was pretty obvious clay didn't know shit "hurry up" I said "mr foley and miss Alik let's go, get to homeroom"

I finally tugged Justin along and walked off until we turned a corner. "Are you stupid!?" I whispered yelled as I pushed him into a locker "what the fuck juli, what is up with you today!?" He yelled back

"did you not notice how confused he looked!" Justin's face fell as he ran a hand through his hair "shit, no I didn't" "obviously" I flicked his forehead

"I was just trying to get him to shut up and not talk" he tried defending himself as I walked back towards my home room class "whatever Justin" I ignored him opening the door

I walked in heading to my seat in front of clay "juli you're late" I stopped before I sat down and turned to look at the teacher "sorry Mrs. Bradley but i had to tell the newbie's when cheer was" I smiled before sitting down.