Brand me (completed)

chap 7 - care

Pagdating ko sa bahay, dumiretso agad ako sa kwarto ko at binagsak yung katawan ko sa kama.
grabe, nakakapagod magmarathon! bwiset kasi tong si Brayden and sakit magsalita eh. but if you think about it...
you can only get hurt the moment you start to care...

nakahiga ako sa kama ko habang nakatitig sa kisame. Yung phone ko ring ng ring, kung hindi yung tatlo yun ay malamang si Brayden.

I peek on my phone, nagulat ako 53 missed calls from Brayden, seryoso? hindi nya pa nagegets na ayaw ko sya kausapin?
napabuntong hininga ako. siguro iniisip nyo kung ano bang inaarte ko at galit ako sa lalaking yun, kung bakit ayaw ko sakanya samantalang, gwapo naman sya, mayaman at well,... sexy din.

Pano ko ba sisimulan? I never met my mom, bata pa lang ako hindi ko na sya nakita and at the same time hindi rin naman nagoopen si Dad about kay Mommy, kapag tinatanong ko sya about it.
He will just shove the topic as if i didn't ask. napagod na lang akong magtanong dahil everytime na magtatanong ako, lagi nyang iniiba yung usapan o aalis sya. I just end up not touching that topic anymore.

Ako lang yung nagiisang anak nya, but my Dad is a proud man, he always wanted to have a son to inherit our family business and our family name "Andrade" in which i can never carry the weight. Iniisip nyo kung anong kinalaman ni Brayden dito, eto na nga... Brayden's family went home from America, that was highschool days. Hart Family is a close friend of ours. so when Dad saw Brayden. He instantly saw hope or whatever happiness? It's as if he found his long lost son. Brayden instantly becomes the apple of my dads eye, and me? i am the worm in the Apple. I was jealous of him. Until now i still am.

I was always trying to please my Dad, lahat ng sabihin nya sinusunod ko like what a good daughter should do. You know ako yung klase ng tao na, Yes Dad. Sure Dad. No worries Dad, Opo. Okay po. Kumbaga i was a good girl. But none of them pleases him except Brayden. Well, I was always my father's daughter.... but this time... I will be out of label, i want to be free, i want to do those things i miss out trying to be somebody else. this time, i will be ME.

"Serin!" I heard my Dad. Speaking of.

"Bakit!"

"Open the door" he said.

I stand up and open the door... there's my Dad... and Brayden. Ginamit pa talaga nya si Dad. Tsk!

"Brayden wants to talk to you, kaw na bahala dyan iho" then my father left.

Akmang isasara ko na yung pinto ng pigilan nya yon.

"Let's talk"

"For what?"

He force himself to enter my room.

"Ano bang ginagawa mo kasi dito?"

"Serin... i'm sorry"

"Sa tingin mo lahat nadadaan sa sorry?"

"No, sometimes we can do something ... good"

"What?! alam mo lumabas ka na-"

Bigla nya kong isinandal sa pinto at kinulong sa pagitan ng dalawang braso nya. He's leaning on the wall with me in the middle. I can feel his cool breath and his perfume... very addictive...

"A-ano ba kasing-"

Idinikit nya yung noo nya sa noo ko and our faces are so close to each other. Shet! mahihimatay ata ako! Bakit ba ganito yung epekto nya sakin?! ang bango bango nya nakakainis!

"You don't know... how precious you are to me. i long for you... 5 years in states without you is killing me. You have to understand how much i want to be with you. How much i want you" he said in a very pleading tone of voice.

I open my mouth to say something but he suddenly take advantage of it and close the gap between us and he passionately kiss me... Oh god, this man can kiss.... a very good kisser. He slowly suck my lip, and mildly bite my lower lip. He place his other hand on the back of my head to protect it from hitting the wall. Nakakaliyo yung mga halik nya. it makes me ask for more. Dahil nawawala na ko sa katinuan ko, i responded to his kisses, and i can feel a sudden smirk on his lips. I kiss him back but mine is aggressive and demanding seeking for more... more of him...

I anchor my hands to his neck and now are body's overlapping each other, i can feel his hard chest... and whatever thing that is hard on the lower part of his body. :P I smirk too. I'm affecting him too... not just me. We are both panting, then suddenly.....