I cannot remember when where I first saw you.
What I only remember is that, you look like Jacob.
We meet eyes on the carinderia,
I was not having anything on that day,
My stomach couldn't take the food,
I'm all silent while my friends are asking "are you okay?"
I assured them and said "I'm okay"
I looked at your direction again and you are eating with your friends.
When we meet eyes,
It's funny how I quickly assume that you are going to be the love of my life.
The guy who'll finally free me from the cage of my love stupidity.
But then, I don't want to use you just to forget about him.
I want to like you as a person.
Not as an object whom I'll go to whenever I'm breaking down from the disappointment of liking someone who can never like me back.
I think, you're a nice guy,
Plus, you're an engineering major.
You know, I'm not good at math,
So maybe, we can start our bridge by teaching me on how to solve things.
And I hoped, you're interested on how the behaviour and mental processes works because that's what I always talk about.
I've always been dreaming about my future companion.
And I always imagine myself on how I would act whenever a fight or miscommunications arise.
I'm so ready in my head,
But just thinking about my future dwindles this preparedness.
In the carinderia,
My water bottle was not cold.
So I poured my warm water on the plants and got up to fill my bottle with cold water.
I swear, I just prefer my water cold,
It's just that, the water dispenser was near in your table.
I took my brave heart and walk in your direction,
I never look at you at that moment,
So I don't know if you notice,
But I hope, you did.
In the school forest,
You and your friends are with you.
I was surprised that you sat across from my direction,
I keep it all natural,
But you're so irresistible.
Tired from reviewing nonstop,
I layed down my head on the table,
I looked at you,
You caught me looking at you,
Many times...
I hope you knew,
I hope you already have a clue.
And I'm still hoping to see you.
I hope you want to see me too.
