Lately, I've been questioning all my choices
About, should I continue my courses
Cause, If you'll ask me, I'll be honest
I'll say, "I hate college."
Lately, I've been lost
I cannot sleep at least eight hours
I've been waking up in the middle of the night
my thoughts are about studies
why am I not like the old high school student before
In every question they throw, I cannot give my best answer
where is the old top of the class
the girl with dangling medals on her heart
can I be honest?
I don't want to be a psychologist
anymore...
but those people
who also suffer the same way that I do
motivates me to finish the course I've been trying to get through
please give me time
I've been lost but I'm still trying to trace my way back to where I am
the place of my sanity and peace of mind
I'll talk to myself every night
I'll say i love you and be strong
because, many people need you in the future
including yourself, who's whispering in the dark
tears on her eyes while writing,
"you're my future hero."
