I have thousand of thoughts
But I can't write them down
Not in the mood to express my feelings right now
guess I'll keep them for a while
i wanted to write these ideas inside my head
but my hands are weak
can't type the words i want to express
guess my life will end without even saying how i truly felt
i feel empty
i feel unmotivated
i feel like the time is moving too fast
but i can't move
because my feet is buried deep in the ground
can you help me?
if I'll ask your help?
i feel like my writings are all depressing
are you now tired of me?
cause all I'm sharing is negative
i wish one day, I'll wake up and write about happiness
pure, genuine happiness
what it feels to be happy?
is it not empty like how I'm feeling right now?
is it not overwhelming?
is it like a drug?
a serotonin?
i wish myself happiness
i want peace
i want love
i want rest
i want to live
