my yellow

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i often come off as a person who has a problem with every solution. nonchalant, impossible to approach and most definitely not the kind you'd want to have a conversation with. but that's only because i kept my circle so small it can only fit one person in it, that would be her.

and oh, how she squeezes the angst from me. how she turns a frown to a smile in seconds. how i go from zero to a hundred in a blink of an eye. how i feel the sun and the moon co-existing in the same sky whenever she holds my hand, that's how i feel; that somehow whenever she's around grief and madness never had any room to fit itself in my fragile little heart. i could lose as much in life and still win tremendously knowing i am loved by her. nothing compares, no one can replace and top the things i feel for her. she and her highness, my heart knows no other lover.

her arms entwined themselves around me and i've never felt the same. no ghouls and monsters, no demons or hells. with a simple touch to my heart and soul i've come to know that heaven exists on earth and i'm the only inhabitant.