The bell rang for the 5th time today to let us know that it's break, which means we have to go to lunch,
I go out into the hallways crowded with teenagers of all kinds, and of all ages, I turn left trying to sneak through the high school students to enter the canteen which was already crowded, it was stuffy but bearable enough to have a bite to eat, I take a tray and hurry to take my place in line, I take my food and head to a table, I was preoccupied with the thought of eating alone to be more careful around.
Maddy! I hear my name being called throughout the room where a deathly silence settled causing everyone to look at me,
I felt everyone's eyes on me, but I tried not to look around, and to continue my way to the table from where I heard my name,
It finally arrived, I fall into the chair, pushing the tray onto the table, without looking around, I take my fork and eat,
"Why did you have to shout so loudly?" I say while eating, after looking her in the eyes,
"Sorry, I didn't know it would be so loud," she answers
You knew.... I mumbled taking a bite of the coleslaw,
"How was the test?" I feel a question from my left side,
,, Ethan! what about this stupid question! We all know it was stressful" she says to the one next to me,
"So Maddy are you going to town with us?? We have a surprise for you"
"No," I answer, looking at her without any emotion, waiting for her to say something, but on the contrary, she remains stuck looking at me confused, probably because I was too direct
"Why? Maddy, what's going on?" She added, frowning gently
"I see you gloomy since the day before yesterday..." She continued
"I spent my coming of age without my parents," I answer, "it hurts, you know?"
Silence, silence settles,
"I'm sorry... I can't come... I have to sign some documents..." I add
What kind of documents exactly?
Everything my father has...."I sigh, and I feel how tears moisten my dry eyes,, I am an heiress..."
I feel like I can't breathe, an enormous pain tortures my neck, as if I had thorns tied to my neck trying to take the last bit of air from my own lungs
I swallow easily, I take the big glass of juice, I want to drink but I can't so I put it down
"I have to go" I mumbled slowly, trying not to give any sign that I can't catch my breath, although they probably already did
I take my tray, stand up and go to take it back, I don't look up, I don't want anyone to see that I'm about to burst into tears
At one point, I feel like I hit someone and everything I had on the tray falls down,
I watered it with the juice
Fuck Russel, you again! he shouts, grabbing my hand tightly and pulling me towards him to meet his gaze,
,,Dont fucking touch me Kaulitz!"i yell trying to free my hand
"Bill Kaulitz, piece of shit....say it!" he says slowly so that only we can hear,
,,Bill...fucking Kaulitz"I say in my slow, jerky breath, looking at his eyes
I hear my gang behind me,
He looks at me, knowing that he can't do anything to me, he lets me go, pushing me towards the table where he was eating, I hit it, I let out a light breath, looking at the person in front of me, who unfortunately was his brother.... I raise my head and I look at him through the hair that is now on my face,
He was looking at me, and I caught his gaze following me from head to toe, he was looking at me in a lost way, but at the same time making it clear that he didn't care, I could feel his gaze penetrating me like a knife in my abdomen, I felt as if I will look a lot longer, I will get lost, so I look elsewhere and leave, leaving everything behind,
I could hear their voices arguing, which echoed throughout the room.
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I ll take a break from writing ,,my everything "
Hope u like it❤️
Sorry for gramatical mistakes
