Meetha sa Ruhani ISHQ (Sequel)

223. Traumatic incident part 23

She dozed off peacefully and securely in his embrace with her arms wrapped around his neck.

A couple of hours went by and Neil while caressing her hair and looking at her like every night, today also felt himself getting restless and his heartbeats racing. So he removed Mini's arms around his neck and sat up.

Tucking her in the blanket, he got up to go to the balcony to suppress and hide his emotions once again today.

He poured a glass of water as Mini's breakdown was ringing in his mind. Mini's all injuries were like still in front of his eyes. 

He went to the balcony and sat on the mattress while it was raining lightly. He drank the water slowly and tried to calm himself but he couldn't.

"Neil.... Neil pls... pls..... Yahi raho.... mere paas... main mar jaungi... mujhse sehen nahi ho raha hai.... main mar jaungi Neil.... Mujhe apni baahon me bhar lo na... main nahi jhel paa rahi hu.... pls....pls Neil... pls... main nahi... main nahi... nahi.... ba...bardaasht....kar.... sakti.... a... aur... main.. main... nahi.. nahi....h.." "Theek hi to nahi ho paa rahi hu main Neil.... Bahot try kar chuki hu par nahi ho raha mujhse.... mujhse ab yeh sab aur sehen nahi ho raha hai..... mujhse... mujhse saans... nahi li jaa rahi hai... andar hi andar.... atak si jaati hai jab.... jab saans leti hu main to.... mere andar ki yeh ghutan ab aur nahi bardaasht hoti mujhse...."  

He, holding the empty glass in his left hand, forwarded his right hand out of the siderail and the rain droplets fell on his palm. He had tears in his eyes but like everyday, today also, the tears remained in his eyes and all he could do was sob.

"main aur jhel nahi paaungi....... tum chupa lo mujhe kahin apne paas.... mu... mujhe... mujhe bas... bas aisehi... tumhare... seene se lage rehne do aaj...... aaj pls.... bina mujhe shaant karaaye... ro lene do mujhe... tumhari baahon me... buri tarah tooti hui... tumhari iss... Mini ko.... bilkul katra katra... bikhar jaane do Neil... Pls... Sambhaal lo mujhe... tum samet lo na mujhe.... main ab.... thak gayi hu Neil... main ab... koshish.. karte karte... thak gayi hu..." "Himmat chahiye.... Varna jaise jaise time beet raha tha.... himmat ke saath saath tolerance bhi khatam hota ja raha hai... sehen nahi hota hai ab mujhse aur..... bahot pain hota hai.... bahot.... ab main aur nahi lad paa rahi hu iss constant pressure se..." "aur vaise bhi tum to aa hi rahe ho na...."

Neil: (in mind) I am sorry Mini... Tumhe itna trust tha mujhpe... abhi bhi hai.... ki main tumhare saath kuch galat nahi hone dunga... par main?.... Main kuch nahi kar paaya tumhare liye...

"Me kuch nahi kar pa rahi thi.... I was stuck.... Stuck unable to do anything...."  "That Rascal Ritwick pulled me to him and stabbed me.... I... I couldn't breath for a sec.... Usne dhakka maar ke mujhe bench pe gira diya....." "usne belt se.... meri back pe bahot zor se maara...." "usne mera gala dabaya.... mujhe saans nahi aa rahi thi.... I... I... I was choked.... I was choked to even breath... Mujhe dhakka de diya... Me gir gayi... Usne mujh pe pau rakhke bola....."  " t...th...then.... the... they..... they....st... started.... t.. to ... cl.... clapper..... clapperclaw....." "usne... usne baal se pakad kar uthaaya aur... jo dusre log laaya tha vo unhone pakad liya mujhe...."

Neil: (in mind) Yeh pata hote hue bhi ki vo Ritwick kitna gir sakta hai main nahi bacha paaya tumhe itne pain se Mini.... tum itne pain me thi itne time se... kitna kuch suffer kar rahi thi... main kuch bhi nahi kar paaya.

"Ritwick ne maara mujhe stab pe.... bahot zor se chillayi par... unki pakad se nikal nahi paayi... main... main khadi nahi ho paa rahi thi... ghutno pe gir gayi thi.... Ritwick ne dusre aadmi se blade li... aur... aur mere peeche gaya.... mere plazo uthakar usne bahot baar slit kiya vo blade mere per pe... bahot dard hua mujhe... bahot chillayi main... ro rahi thi par... par vo ruk nahi raha tha...."  "gusse me mujhe chaanta maara"