Chapter Eight: Is this the end? pt.2

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Louis' pov:

I sat there, tears streaming down my face as i looked back on every picture, every single moment where we were happy and in love, it had been a few hours after i posted the tweet, and all the 'Larries' had already gone crazy about it. Eventually i picked myself up and started writing some songs, i finished one and ended up calling it 'Too Young' whilst the other one i decided to call it 'All along' i really liked the first one, i ended up singing it a few times, dwelling on the idea of putting it on our band's album, but eventually decided not to. i hummed the lyrics over and over again, trying to find the melody, until finally, i got it. i decided to put on the telly and watch grease but ended up singing the lyrics of my new song every single time there was a slight break, it slowly started to annoy me, and i didnt want to forget it so i picked up my pen and a notebook and started to write down the lyrics. After i finished i decided to go upstairs to bed, leaving my notebook left wide open with the lyrics printed on the page along with my tears,

"Too Young"

We were too young to know we had everything
Too young, I wish I could've seen it all along
I'm sorry that I hurt you, darling, no, oh
We were too young

I've been looking back a lot lately
Me and you is all I've ever known
It's hard to think you could ever hate me
But everything's feeling different now

Oh, I can't believe I gave in to the pressure
When they said a love like this would never last
So I cut you off 'cause I didn't know no better
Now I realise, yeah, I realise

We were too young to know we had everything
Too young, I wish I could've seen it all along
I'm sorry that I hurt you, darling, no, oh, oh
We were too young (Ooh, ah)
We were too young (Ooh, ah)
We were too young

Face-to-face at the kitchen table
This is everything I've waited for
Now we can finally have a conversation
That I wish we could've had before

Oh, I can't believe I gave in to the pressure
When they said a love like this would never last
So I cut you off 'cause I didn't know no better
Now I realise, yeah, I realise

We were too young to know we had everything
Too young, I wish I could've seen it all along
I'm sorry that I hurt you, darling, no, oh
We were too young (Ooh, ah)
We were too young (Ooh, ah)
We were too young

It's been two years since I've seen your face
Tryna find some better words to say
Before I let this moment slip away
'Cause now I realise

We were too young to know we had everything
Too young, I wish I could've seen it all along
I'm sorry that I hurt you, darling, no, oh, oh
We were too young (Ooh, ah)
We were too young (Ooh, ah)
We were too young (Ooh, ah)
We were too young (Ooh, ah)
We were too young


Fast forward a week

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It's been a week since it had ended and i still haven't seen harry, well not yet anyways, we have a show tonight so i don't know how it will turn out, hopefully it doesn't bother us too much. It was five minutes till the show and i still haven't seen harry, the band was still messing about and no one had said anything so i finally said "where's Harry?" to my surprise i heard his voice behind me , "Im here" i turn around to see his eyes bloodshot and puffy, he smelled of alcohol, god, what have i done to him, i feel so bad..

"whoa you 'right mate?" Niall asked upon seeing Harry,
"Fine. just had a rough night"
"oh okay, now come on you big goof we go on now!"
"okay.. okay.. im cominggg" Harry said as he giggled upon Niall tugging at his arm, 
i stood there speechless and my blood was slowly boiling, even after getting over it slightly, I'm still jealous of Niall.. i was snapped out of my trance by one of my producers telling me to go on.

As we got on stage the crowd went wild as it usually does, after a few songs, it was time to sing 'Little Things' every time it was Harry's part he'd shoot  a look at me, huh, i guess he wasn't over it yet. It finally got to my solo, and as i sang, i could see Harry burst into tears, which in return made my voice break mid solo, still i continued but after my part i had to sit and calm down a little. i was pretty much crying at this point, and so was Harry, everyone had picked up what had happened by now, and even then, it didn't make the situation any easier.

It was late when the show ended, as we got off of stage, i pulled out my phone to check my phone,  22:00 it read, i quickly put my phone back in my pocked before walking off to only be stopped by Harry. 
"Louis. please , can we please just talk."
"what about? you want to make a song? hey come on lets go back to my place." i say before grabbing his hand and getting into a car towards my place. 
"wha-"

As i close the door behind me i was met with Harry standing there awkwardly near the door. i gesture him to go over to my living room before i sat at my piano and started to play.
"Louis. you cant ignore me forever" i only responded with silence, "Louis come on." i responded with silence once again. "Louis you cant just pretend its all fine! Louis look at me!"i finally turn to look at him before i turned back around.
 "Oh fucking hell. LOUIS! PLEASE LOOK AT ME!"

"don't shout at me."

"NO. SINCE YOU CANT EVENBOTHER TO EVEN LOOK AT ME LET ALONE TALK TO ME NO. I FUCKING WONT. LOUIS WHAT THE FUCK?! WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT? 'Always in my heart @HarryStyles yours sincerely, Louis' WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED WITH YOU LOUIS?"

"I said don't shout at me Harry," i say once again, knowing it s not going to do a thing.

"NO I WONT. I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY LOUIS? THE ONE I KNEW AND LOVED, NOT THIS BULLSHIT LOUIS TOMLINSON."

"YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED HARRY? YEAH WELL I GOT TAKEN TO A FUCKING WAREHOUSE AND GOT BEATEN THE SHIT OUT OF."

Harry's eyes widen, it looked like he was about to say something but nothing came out, "They threatened to hurt you Harry! To hurt everyone i love.." i said my voice breaking as tears started to paint my face. "they told me if i didn't end us they would kill you and Lottie and - and-" i couldn't get anything else out, i started chocking up on my tears, before Harry stood up and hugged me tightly. "shh.. shh.. its okay baby, I'm here.." i cried into his chest, i was so mad at myself. We stayed like that until i stopped crying, only then did he lift my chin up to make me look in his eyes, as much as i didn't want to, as much as i didn't want to look into those forest eyes which belonged to the very person i loved so much, but hurt, i had to. I stared into his deep green eyes before he softly kissed me, "i love you louis, i really do," he said in his warm voice, before he rested his hand around my waist, i winced a little, the bruise still hadn't healed.

He looked at me with worry on his face but before i could even say anything he said something, i couldn't hear it properly at first until i heard his voice again,
"Lou?"
"sorry, wot did you say?"
" i asked you if i could see?"
"oh.. y-yeah.." i listed my shirt up using one arm whilst using the other to cover my stomach, it was the one thing i hated so much about myself, other than my femininity. Harry noticed a pushed my hand away and gave my stomach a little kiss, i laughed a little, seeing how ridiculous it looked, but nevertheless allowing him to inspect the bruise.
"my god Lou.. that's the worst bruise I have ever seen.. did they do this to you?" i nod slowly, before Harry got up and cupped my cheek "oh baby.. do you want me to make you some tea and then we can eat and cuddle?" 
"yes please.."
"okay baby," he says as he leaves a kiss on my forehead before going to make me a cuppa'. Even after i had hurt him he still loves me. 

He came back a minute later with two cups of tea and handed me a cup as he sat down, "so. food. what do you want?"
"hmm.... Maccies?" i questioned earning a dimpled smile from Harry.
"Maccies it is." After we ate we cuddled at watched Grease, it was about half an hour into the movie before Harry spoke. "Hey Lou?"
"mhm?"
"so what does this mean..?" i sit up and turn towards Harry,
"what does wot mean?"
"This, us,"
"oh.. ermm .. whatever you want luv,"
"Oh... well is it wrong to ask to get back together..?"my eyes widen at the question, "its okay if not.."
"Of course it is!" i say smiling uncontrollably
"really?" Harry said surprised at my response.
"yeah!"
"i love you Lou" he said as he kissed my hand
"i love you too Hazza" i go silent.
"what? did i do something wrong o-or??"
"no no.. nothing.. its just.. you kept the ring on.."
"Oh.. of course i did.. i felt like it was wrong to take it off" Harry smiled as he fiddled with the ring.
"Hey haz..?" 
"yes boobear?" god i hated that name, it was so annoying how my mum used it around the boys, it was so embarrassing.
"do you.. maybe...want to stay the night..?"
" i would love to" Harry said cupping my cheek once again, i nestled my face in his hand, before he took us upstairs where we lay cuddling the whole night.


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