State of Mind(HIATUS.4.S2)

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Sasha's POV:

Morning came...I watched the sun rise while going to get some fresh water for the Ibuprofen I had set out for Marcy

I just.....had to watch her and....make sure she was ok.

I mean What the hell was that?!?! SHE- she she-...She could have Died!! Was she dying?!? Is she dying?!! What is it?! Why did she throw up Green and Orange?!? Why?....

I panicked on the inside but was just numb

I cracked the glass that was in my hand and zoned out, I looked at my hand and threw the cup away, getting a new glass I grabbed water and ice and made a glass for Marcy when she woke up

To some surprise I didn't have many questions, I really just hoped she would be ok but I know she's not

She doesn't even look peaceful when she's sleeping, she looks like she's going through war.

I got a flashback and remembered the fight with the Core, I cut her cheek, the scar Marcy has on her cheek, It bled green

It must be an effect left from the Core.

Walking back to the room Marcy was just waking up and I set the glass on the night stand

"Hey..."

"Hey... How'd you sleep?"

She rubbed her eyes and sat up, she looked rough and still very sleepy

"Uh...ok, how about you?"

She took the ibuprofen I handed her and the water, I sat next to her and brushed her hair behind her ear

I loved her and it hurt seeing her like this, she truly was not the same girl I knew years ago but I still loved her...

"I slept fine, about the same as you, tho I think you should go back to sleep. You're exhausted"

"....Sasha I know you have questions so please just ask them and get through them....don't beat around it trying to make me feel better. We both know you're bothered by it"

She stared at me serious but dreaded it, I put my hand over hers, I didn't want to push her, my emotions can wait but I need her to rest

"Look... we'll talk after you get more rest, please Marcy go back to sleep"

She only stared at her lap frowning sternly and shook her head then got out of bed

"Where are you going??"

"I don't know"

She stopped at the door and turned around

"Sasha why do you have to put me first? Look I get you care about me but just say what you want to say. Don't push it further I don't want that, I want you to go out and say it"

"Marcy. Please come back and sle-"

"No. I want to hear it, what questions do you have? I know you want to ask stuff and I know you have words for me! Just say it and get it over with, yell at me! Do something! ...Please."

"Marcy-...Please-"

I stayed calm but my emotions started rising, her actions and emotions, her yelling at me my anxiety, the fear and words I wanted to say, they started rising

"Sasha No! Answer me! Reply! Stop telling me to go back to sleep and stop telling me please! Please isn't going to get my ass back in the bed."

She looked at me in the bed and clenched her fists, she seemed angry, mad but she seemed to also dread something, she wanted me to say what? I didn't really have much to say