Mafia Lover Or Friend

Chapter Fifteen

When I saw him standing at the door holding his stomach I froze

"You shouldn't be here. You should be at the hospital resting," Xavier said

"Liam, answer me," he said looking like he was confused, sad, angry, and hurt

"He did and he still does. I'm the mother of his soon-to-be-born child," Stella said

"Shut it," Dad said glaring at her

"It's true," She said smirking

"Luca," I said

"You loved her. Can't blame you should have kept in contact with you asked you not to leave and I should have asked you to be mine when I first fell for you," he said

"I love you I have since I met you. I fucked a lot of girls to try to forget about you but it never worked and yes I fell for her but I don't feel anything for her anymore," I said telling him how I felt with worried written over my face

What if he didn't believe me? What if I lost him?

I could feel my eyes starting to hurt from keeping my tears at bay

"Weren't you just saying the girl you fell in love with isn't her anymore? So if she remained the girl you fell for you'd still love her?" he asked hurt

"No," I said

"It is what you said. If she was the girl you loved you still would have been with her. If you didn't even see me you'd still be with her. You'd still love her. And you wouldn't doubt that the child is yours," He said and I could see a tear slip past his eyes

"Baby," I said but he shook his head

"Thanks for taking care of my siblings. I should go," He said as more tears fell

He turned around and I started crying as I watched him leave

"I'll go after him," Xander said as Dad hugged me

"I-i," I said but Dad just hugged me and said, "It will be okay. You'll work it out,"

I shook my head before pushing him away and ran out the door. Before Luca could get in a car I slammed the door shut and hugged him tightly

He filched from the pain making me release my grip a bit

"I- I love you nobody else. I've always loved you and I don't want to lose you. I can't lose you. It would kill me if I weren't with you. Please please don't go. Don't do this. I don't love her I love you," I rambled on crying

I felt his arms around me and looked up at him

"But you do love her and if that kid is yours you should be a father and a good one," He said

"I won't without you. Please, Luca. Please don't leave me," I said breaking down

"I'm a stupid idiot who loves you so much but I can't. The girl needs you, Liam," He said

"No," I said hugging him tighter crying

"Till we work this out I can't. Liam you can't ask me to watch her with you. You can't ask me to be in your kid's life when you love her still," He said pushing me away

He looked at Xander and Xander nodded his head taking me

I shook my head crying and broke down completely as he got in the car and left me. Crying I fell to my knees yelling for him to come back but he didn't.

Xander hugged me from my side also on his knees looking worried as hell

"It will be okay Liam," He said but I just couldn't stop crying.

"Bud," Dad said picking me up and hugging me tightly so I didn't fall as he let me cry on his shoulder

"He left. Dad," I cried

"He'll come back. You two were made for each other so just keep on believing and stay strong," Dad said

"How?" I asked through all the crying

"I don't know Bud," He said and hugged me tighter

After a while, I grew numb from all the crying and went in with Dad and Xander following me

"Where is Xavier?" I asked looking around

"He went with Luca to make sure he's okay," Xander said

I nodded my head and saw Stella eating the last yoghurt

"You better pray that kid is mine," I said before going up to the babies rooms where I picked Bella and Gabe up before sitting in the rocking chair

They made me feel a bit at peace as I rocked them. Their smiles made me want to smile again.

Before I knew it I fell asleep with both the kids still in my arms