PINKY PROMISE -SHAMELESS-

07

"Fuck Brooke what time is it." Rosie asked as i jolted up out of bed and ran to franny. I needed to keep her safe from all the voices.

I picked the 4 year old out of the bed, that was near Debbie's "Brooke, what are you doing." Debbie asked me as i got closer to the window

"IAN." Rosie screamed, she tried to pull me back but i elbowed her away from me

"Shit Brooke, come away from the window please." Debbie shouted as Ian came into the shared room trying to pull on some tracksuit bottoms.

"It's the only way to get rid of the voices, they want to harm her." I said, trying to make them understand why i needed to do this

"DO IT." a voice screamed in my head, oh fuck now franny was crying

"Hey Brooke, i promise the voices aren't real. Can i please have Franny." Ian walked closer to me which made me hold Franny tight.

"I'm helping her i promise. Please dad." I shouted

"Get my fucking child." Debbie also shouted to Fiona who was also now in the room

"Shit has she had her med." Fiona asked

"Yeah." Rosie replied

I got even closer to the open window again. Rosie tackled me to the ground, Franny ran to her mum as i started to punch Rory.

"Shit hey get off her." Mickey told me

Rory still held me tight, hugging me as i started to sob "Hey it's alright."

"NO NO THERE GOING TO COME AND KILL ME." I screamed inbetween the sobs, i was letting out

Ian came over and crouched next to me "Listen Brooke, i have had them exact voices before. I promise there not going to come after you. You did as you was told."

"I'm sorry, im sorry, im sorry." I shouted as i ran out of the room, shoving ian to one side causing him to bang his head. To be honest i had no clue where i was running. I just felt way to guilty to be in the room

"Rose, you go and follow her. She will listen to you." I heard Mickey say as i hid under the stairs just like i did a few days prior

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Rory just came and sat by me, we didn't talk at all just her being there was enough "I'm sorry, i was just trying to protect her."

"I know you was don't worry, your meds should balance out soon." She told me

"Why don't we go back upstairs, Debbie isn't mad at you i promise. She understands why you did it."

I nodded and started walking up the stairs, everyone's breathing was all i could focus on. "Rory i feel really dizzy."

As soon as i said that, Rosie picked me up and took me into the bed. "I've got you don't worry."

She yet again lay next to, as she did a few hours before this whole mess happened. She was just lying next to me, stroking my ginger hair.

"I promise your not crazy B." She whispered to me

"I just feel like it right now." I confessed

"It will get better baby." Rosie told me as she pecked my lips

"I'm sorry for giving you a black eye, i didn't even realise it was you in-till you hugged me."

"Don't worry, i will look even cooler with a black eye." She laughed

"Hey your not even cool." I flipped myself so i was ontop of her

She pulled me in for a deep passionate kiss. It lasted way to long, neither of us barely coming up for breathes.

Rory started to take of my jumper, exposing my just my bra. She kissed every part of my neck, leaving purple marks covering them "fuck." i moaned

She went under the covers, and pulled my shorts down. Along with my lace thong, she licked two of her fingers before putting it in my slit. I moaned with how good it felt

Even though we have been together for like a year, the sex always gets better every time. I was always a bottom, and she was always a top. Perfect match 

As her fingers pumped in and out of me at a speed that made me want to loose my mind, she sucked my swollen sensitive clit.

"Shit Rory, im going to come."

"Not yet baby." she demanded me as her tongue went even faster on my clit, making my legs shake uncontrollably. "Come for me Brooke."

And with that i came everywhere, that was only of the best orgasms i have had in a long time. She licked her fingers cleans, and grabbed some tissues to clean me up

"You didn't last very long." She laughed kissing me again

"It's the meds." I smiled at her "come on let's get to bed."

She lay next to me, i was still completely naked. I just hoped nobody seen me naked tomorrow, are hands was entwined as are body's were connected. It didn't take us long to drift finally asleep at 5AM