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22 | ᴏᴠᴇʀᴛʜɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ★

(Gustav's pov)

Why was she so defensive about Nick?
What's so good about him?
Does she like him more than me?
Are her eyes settled on him now?

I walked in my room, ignoring anyone who tried to talk to me, I tried to calm myself and not overthink.
But I can't help it.
She's known him longer, she likes him more, she protects him, she's more comfortable with him, and I'm nothing like him.

I hate him.
But at the same time I want to be him.

Maybe I should lay low for a bit and just continue to write her letters.
I'll have to tell her it's me soon but what if she thinks I'm creepy or what if she expected someone better?

I grabbed a paper and a pen, and started to write.