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Y/n's View

I stare at the empty half of the closet and sigh.

I've been following any road I can find
Sifting through the pieces that you left behind

Alexa and I broke up for good yesterday. Throughout our relationship, we've broken up and gotten back together almost instantly. This time we might me done for good.

Fallin' in and out 'til I feel nothing inside
What's tonight, what's tonight?

On one hand, I'm relieved that we don't have to fight and pretend we're fine anymore.

I can't keep on living with a delicate mind
If I make a coffee, can we act like we're fine?

On the other hand, I miss her  waking up next to her.

When we were tangled in the sheets
And waking up in our bed

I'm leaning more towards the fact that she's gone. We had our good moments but it was kind of a nightmare.

'Cause now you strangle me in my sleep
And I wake up with you in my head

"We may want to rip each other's heads off sometimes but I love you so much, Y/n." Alexa says staring at me.

Oh, oh
I thought you loved me

"Haha, I love you too." I say

Oh
I thought, I thought

Time Skip; Alex's View

"What are you doing?" Y/n asks I reach under the bed.

"I'm leaving you." I say

Runnin' through memories I can't keep anymore
I don't want any when I empty my drawer

"Alexa—" Y/n says.

"I'm tired of always apologizing for shit I didn't start because you're too stubborn to do it yourself." I say.

You left your mess of stems on your hotel floor
What for, what for?

I think breaking up with Y/n was a good move I just have to get used to it.

I can't find an ending 'til I'm on my own

I turn the lamp on and stare at it.

"Leave the lamp on, I'm afraid of the dark." Y/n says.

I laugh and she smiles.

If I leave a light on, can I pretend you're coming home?

I sigh and lay down.

Y/n will never change. That's who she is and I have to accept it. If she's not willing to do better, then I have to do what's best for me.

I was on my knees to be with you
You don't want me this way

"I'll do better." Y/n says as I put clothes in the suitcase.

"That's what you always say!" I say.

Why can't I reason with you to stay?

I hear the door bell and I groan.

Oh, oh
I thought you loved me

I get up and go downstairs.

Oh
I thought, I thought wrong

I look through the peephole and see Y/n.

Oh, I thought, I thought wrong
Oh, I thought, I thought wrong

I sigh and open the door.

I thought, I thought wrong
I thought, I thought wrong

"I know it't pretty late, but can we talk?" Y/n asks.

I thought, I thought wrong

I sigh and let her in.

I thought, I thought wrong

525 Words

525 Words

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