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Earth 15
Alexa's View

"You're still dating Y/n?" Zendaya asks.

Back to you, back to you, back to you

"Yes." I say.

Back to you, back to you, back to you

"There's no fucking way." Sydney says.

I go back to you, back to you, back to you every time

"She's always late or never shows up." Zendaya says.

I get tired of your no-shows

"You try to change her but she never budges." Sydney says.

You get tired of my control (Yuh)

"Break up with her." They say at the same time.

They keep telling me to let go
But I don't really let go when I say so (Yuh, yuh)

I stare at them and they sigh.

I keep giving people blank stares (Yeah)

It's weird how everything feels when Y/n's not around. You'd think I get used to it since she's rarely here.

I'm so different when you're not there (Yuh)

"Are you listening?" Zendaya asks.

"No." I say.

It's like something out of Shakespeare
Because I'm really not here when you're not there

5 hours later...

Y/n has been calling but I've been ignoring her. It's not like she can come over and force me to talk to her. She's in New York trying to find "the best pizza."

I've tried to fight our energy
But every time I think I'm free (Yeah)

There's a knock on the door and I open it.

"Why haven't you been answering my calls?" Y/n asks barging in.

"You smell like weed." I say.

You get high and call on the regular

"Garrett was smoking with the Uber driver." Y/n says putting her duffle bag down.

"You gotta go." I say coughing.

"I can't go, it's dark outside and Garrett and the driver already left." Y/n says.

"If you want to stay, you need to shower and get that smell off of you." I say covering my nose.

I get weak and fall like a teenager

Y/n nods and picks her duffel bag back up. She goes upstairs and I sigh.

Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?

Time Skip

"I'm literally fine." I say.

"We're not worried about Y/n right now. I'm concerned about drunk you are." Zendaya says.

I get drunk, pretend that I'm over it

"I'm gonna go talk to Y/n." I say getting up.

Self-destruct, show up like an idiot

"Alexa—" Zendaya says as I walk over to Y/n.

"Hi Y/n." I say hugging Y/n.

Why, oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?

"You sound drunk." Y/n says.

Alexa Demie Oneshots ✓Where stories live. Discover now