Chapter 7 Should I Go?

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(Amy) time passed and someone knocked at my door yeah I said I smile seeing Jack come in, Hay

(Jack) Hey Amy can we talk?

(Amy) sure I smile he walks in and sits   down on my bed I sat up looking at him Jack what's up?

(Jack) we haven't really spoken I've been worried about you

(Amy) yeah sorry things have been so, you know mad lately I've been wanting  to talk to you I've been thinking about how much effort you put into that little surprise for me the other night

(Jack) I smile well you are special to me and I wanted to show you that I smile looking at her

(Amy) I smile your special to me as well you know Jack I smile but..... "but what?" my mum and dad want me to go with them but I don't know I have a baby brother or sister I mean I will soon

(Jack) oh I said looking down. you should

(Amy) why?

(Jack) because there your mum and dad and I would love to have a full day with my family again but they're gone. What I'm trying to say is you don't know what you have before you lose it, yes there  are your family that's why you should. I'm not saying go and forget about us all here I'm saying go and come back I just want you to be happy

(Amy) I wipe my tears away I .... I... I am happy here I'm scared that they will leave again

(Jack) then you can just come back I say mmm? She nodded I hugged her

(Negan) I was sitting on the floor in one of the caravans drinking my feelings away. I huff trying not to cry. I shut my eyes and then the door opens, go away I say to whomever was there "so is this the solution is it to drink?" I looked up seeing Rick there what do you think Rick the prick I roll my eyes

(Rick) don't drink negan come on Hay what's wrong? Tell me I've noticed that you haven't been talking that much and that's not like you

(Negan) I bite my lip breathing I'm being selfish Rick it's nothing he sat next to me on the cold floor taking the bottle out of my hand "tell me" I huff it's just, Amy I huff out  a laugh believe it or not she's the only person who is keep me together and if she goes it's like I'm going. To loes Simon all over again and I can't handle it, I looked at him see now you think I'm stupid right? He giggled

(Rick) negan no I don't think that you are stupid. I think that you just are trying to hold on to something. I know how much you loved Simon. He was your best friend right? He nodded and I know how much you love. Amy having her with you is like having him here  with you to "y... Yeah" negan if she does choose to go you won't be alone i'll be there for you so will everyone else and you can come and bug me whenever you want

(Negan) I shut my eyes.... I just don't want to lose her. That's all I rested my head on Rick's shoulder, hugging him which he returned the hug, hay Rick "mmmm?" if you tell anyone that I'm hugging you I'll tell everyone that you still suck your thumb I  "dick" always I giggle Rick the prick

(Amy) I was walking around when I bumped into daryl Hay I smile "Aright" I nodded

(Darly ) how are you doing?

(Amy) alright you know I smiled

(Darly) I nodded you know if you do want to go you don't have to feel bad about leaving I looked at her I mean way before you even came into the group I left for a while

(Amy) really?

(Darly) I nodded yeah I went with my brother but things went bad and I found my way back the point is if things do go bad you can always come back here I smile I sat on my bike looking at her

(Amy) But what if something bad happens here?

(Darly) I looked at her then you'll know "how?" take a walkie with you if you do decide to go of course but the thing is don't just stay for someone stay for you "I want to stay" I nodded good then you should

(Amy) I nodded see ya "see ya" I walked away and then I saw Rick and negan come out of one of the caravans   "there's my gal" negan said Hey I hugged him

(Negan) you OK? She nodded I pulled away

(Amy) are you OK? He looked sad

(Rick) his fine I said she nodded

(Amy) um could we have a look at the community like me you darly and Rick? I asked

(Negan) I nodded y... Yeah if you want to I smile that's fine kid ill um talk to your parents "I'm not making a big decision yet" I nodded yeah I know, I clapped. My hands right come. On ill cook tonight

(Amy) really? He nodded I walked with him to our home

(Negan) go and invite Jack go on I said to her she smiled walking out of the door coming back minutes later with Jack alright i nodded my head

(Jack) are you OK negan?

(Negan) sure I nodded you kid?

(Jack) yeah I suppose ill miss her you know if she goes he nodded turning to me from the other side of the kitchen

(Negan) she's going to the community to have a look I'm going with her as well as Rick and darly do you wanna come? I asked I think having you there with her will help "really why?" because your her friend right? And you can tell her if she's making a wrong decision

(Jack) you want her to stay to? I asked he nodded

(Negan) yeah I do she's..... She's my best friend I smile  I lost my best friend and gained a new one I giggled its strange she's only 11 but I spend so much time with her I wouldn't changed that, we stopped talking as Amy came in the door Hay I smile

(Amy) Hay, hay Jack you wanna play a card game?

(Jack) uhhh is it go fish again?

(Negan) I smile

(Amy) hell yeah come on i'll even teach  you to play poker as well which I suck at I grabbed his hand and walk out with him into the living room and sitting at the table dealing the cards  when I did this his eyes never stopped looking at me I smile what? "what?" your staring

(Jack) I giggle no.... No im not I smile

(Amy) yes you are soooo what?

(Jack) no I was just thinking how come your so good at this game I mean did someone teach how to be good?

(Amy) I giggle nooo i was awful at this game but um Simon taught me I smile

(Negan) I shut my eyes hearing her talk about Simon I smile at the memories coming to me about him 

Flash back 

(Negan) soooo Simon how is it going with that little girl? I ask looking out in the distance watching the sun go down him sitting on a chair next me 

(Simon) I sipped my beer oh very good I'm um teaching her how to play go fish I say which made negan spit out his beer and laugh what? I smile 

(Negan) go fish? Really simon? Wow fuck me I giggle OK you really do love taking care of her don't you? I asked 

(Simon) I smile yeah I do she's so special I wanan be there for her negan watch her grow up teach her stuff and I will I've always wanted that I smile 

(Negan) yeah you will si you will I huff soooo is she good at the game? 

(Simon) umm she's getting there I think she might be a new champ I smile she did nearly beat me but no one can beat me at cards (negan clears his throat) I roll my eyes alright other than you but I tell you one thing I'm not losing to a little girl "yes you are" I hear a little voice say I turn around and Amy was there Hay you I said I picked her up you wanna watch the sunset with me and neagn? I asked and she nodded I turned her around to face the sun I kissed her on the cheek and held her little hand 

(Negan) I smile taking on that sight made my heart fill with love he does really care for her 

End of flashback 

(Negan) right dinner is up I said Amy Jack get both of your arses   in here  and come and help me 

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