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Da Bros💙
Leek Hell yah doin
Jay Ns rolling up, finna see what Lay on
Who da hell is Lay
Jay Some bad shi i met at the cookout 'for somebody blew that bitch up
Leek 😂😂😂😂😂😂
You hell bra😹
Jay but shi wth going w you n wassaname
yk her name spwm but shi we been chillin
yah finna be uncles tho
Jay 🧢
leek no way you knocked ha up
don't clown me 🤦🏾♂️
jay you fuckin dummy😂😂😂😂
I looked up from my phone when I heard Moni yell my name. "Coming bae."
I walked into the bathroom and I saw her curled over the toilet. "I shouldn't be throwing up this early in my pregnancy." She mumbled before wiping her mouth.
"How you feeling now?" I asked while rubbing her back.
"Just nauseous." She said holding her head down on the toilet.
"Bruh, get up. Ima get you a bucket." I said before turning the shower off and going into the kitchen.
"What's wrong?" Dukes asked.
"She throwing up for whatever reason. She said it's too early to be throwing up or sum shit." I shrugged my shoulders.
"Watch ya mouf', i'm coming in there." She said getting off the couch.
I grabbed a trash can and lined it with a walmart grocery bag. Shii this'll be good
I followed behind my ma as she went into the bathroom. Moni was trying to stand up, so I quickly placed the bucket down and helped her.
"The water was too hot. The steam probably gave you a headache and made you nauseous, that's why your so weak. When your pregnant, everything is damn near a trigger." Ma said shaking her head. She helped me guide her to the bed.
"Have you told your mother?" Ma asked Moni.
"No... she's asking me when i'm coming home. I'm so scared." Moni's voice trembled.
"It's okay, how about we tell her tomorrow?" Ma suggested.
"I made my ob appointment for 12." She said.
"That's even better, maybe she'll want to go despite her being upset. That's even IF she'll be mad. You'll be just fine, love." Ma rubbed her leg then walked out the room.
Moni looked at me before laying on her side and closing her eyes. I kissed her forehead before walking to the bathroom and grabbing the bucket to place beside her. Then I walked out the house and sat in my car.
I did this when I needed a break from reality fr. Sometimes shit just be getting to me, but I can't even show my emotions because "i'm a man." Shit crazy.
I turned my car on before connecting to the bluetooth and turning on some music.
Texts Go Green - Drake
If I come around you, can I be myself? Wind up in the mirror just to see yourself If I was in your shoes, I would hate myself Left all this behind to be with someone else, oh Why should I fake it anymore? If I firm the ting and work that, can you take it anymore? This time I have left cannot be wasted anymore You realize it now and you miss it
I bobbed my head to the song as I rolled another blunt. Weed be keeping me out my feelings.
I leaned my seat back and inhaled the smoke. Watching as the car fogged up when I exhaled. Slowly getting less tense and sinking into the seat. I closed my eyes and pictured a perfect life. One where I didn't have to hide how I felt, or pretend to be good.
