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ivy lays in her parents bed the next few days. she was miserable. she wouldnt eat. all she could do is cry
she clutched onto their pillows and sobs for them
she slowly gets up. she hasn't even gotten the dress she worn off of her. her doorbell rings and she clutches tighter onto the pillow. she didnt do well with talking to new people. her parents knew that and never made her talk to someone she didnt wanna talk too
it makes her sob some more
the doorbell rings once again. she slowly gets up and heads downstairs. her eyes were swollen. she pulls the door open. it was her parents lawyer.
he looks at her with pity with his eyes " oh ivy.." he says
she lets a sob out and he pulls her into a hug closing the door. he stands there with her rubbing her back softly " shhh" he says
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she brings him to the table " so sorry Mr. Miller.." she mumbles
" never be hun. you just lost your parents you have every right to be sad.. but you need to take care of yourself.. you parents wouldnt want you like this "
she tears up " i know.. i just cant "
"i know hun.. have you eaten?"
she shakes her head " ivy!" he says " you need to eat, and shower.. this isn't good "
" ill do it" she whispers " just i cant right now "
" my wife is gonna bring over some food later alright? "
she nods " thank you "
he nods " now here is their will. no one not even me or my wife has seen it. this is what they wanted after they passed.. only for you to see " he says as he hands her a letter.
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he hugs her once more " take care of yourself alright? get a nice hot shower. eat a good meal alright?"
she nods and he heads out. she shuts the door and locks it
she opens the letter. tears already brimming her eyes
" hey my angel, if you are reading this im so sorry.. i know we aren't there anymore.. i know its hard angel but we are always gonna be here. just not in physical form. remember that alright? we'll be right besides you. dont cry so much for us angel we are doing just fine.. now we have left you everything we own.. now i know angel that this might be alot to ask but we just wanna make sure you are taken care of. the millers kid. we want you to marry that sweet boy.. he knows this cause we have told him that.. he agreed to it too.. i know you are gonna be a little upset with us by even mentioning this. trust me angel if i had a choice you wouldnt be marrying anyone.." ivy smiles at her dads remark. she could imagine him saying that " if you truly dont wanna then dont angel. we love you so much never doubt that. if we had a choice we wouldnt have left you this early. if you need us just look up at the sky and we will be there.. forever.. bye angel. bye my babygirl... so remember to shower and eat and take care of yourself" she smiles she knew the last part was from her mom
she cries and clutches the note to her chest " i love you guys so much.. i wish you were here"
she stands there for a bit. she heads into her room and puts the note in her safe place
she heads to the bathroom and strips from the dress turning on the hot water. she steps in and lets the water hit her body. she stands in the shower for a few hours. she cries a few times in there
she slips on some sweats and t shirt. the doorbell rings again for the 3rd time that day
she heads downstairs. Mrs. Miller was there. she opens the door for her.
she rushes in and hugs ivy " im so sorry baby" she says
ivy wraps her arms around her tightly. she needed someone.
" hun did you wanna stay with us?" she asks ivy
ivy - i cant i need to be here i cant
she nods " its ok dont worry sweetheart i wasnt gonna force you to leave here.
ivy - im sorry
" dont be. you need time.. and here is the food i think my husband told you i was gonna bring some "
ivy nods and she smiles " alright you want me to stay and eat with you?"
" im ok i promise" ivy says to her.
she wanted someone there but she didnt want them seeing her broken or anything.
she hugs ivy once again " alright call me if you need anything sweetheart and i mean it anything"
ivy nods " ok"
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she slowly eats the food Mrs. Miller brought her. she barely ate but she ate some. she heads back up into her parents room and grabs one of her dads shirts and slips it on grabbing her moms pillow laying down in their bed once again " i love you " she whispers and lets a tear fall from her eyes " so much "
she smells the pillow and closes her eyes " it was like her mom was next to her in a way "
she tightly closes her eyes and lets the tears fall again from her eyes
she smells her dads shirt. in a way it was comforting her. she knew it was gonna be hard for a long time.. she felt like her life had no meaning to it anymore. the only people she really loved was gone. the ones who were with her through her hardest moments were gone. she hated it. she felt so alone.
she gets up and heads into the bathroom. her heart hurted so much. she wanted it too stop
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she takes a razor to her wrist as the tears fall. she couldn't stop them. she wanted to be with them.
she slowly slides it across her skin and she watches the blood come her skin. she slides down the door and slowly cuts her wrist again sobbing " why? why did i have to ask you to come get me! why couldn't i have died "
she does another line. she takes a breath " i wish you were here" she feels black spots fill her vision. she lets a smile out. " im gonna see them soon"
her vision goes black
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this book is making me fucking sad lol im sorry
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RomanceIvy Wilson was girl who had it all. the perfect parents, and a perfect life until one day her parents pass away in a car wreck, they were on the way to pick her up. she was all alone. her parents friends take her in. she thought her life couldn't ge...
