DAYLIGHT

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it's been three months and i found him everyday passing by my classroom while looking directly into my eyes and nowhere else.

in the beginning i felt that he must be looking at other person behind me or at somebody else but his eyes were only at me, even if I change seats.

he is making me feel things nobody ever made me feel and this is the problem.
not only he is making me feel things but also he's on mind every second. from the moment i wake up till the time i sleep; he's glued to my mind and i can't focus on anything.

i sighed walking to my class knowing i will see him again and my mind will get numb but someone bumped into me causing the books fall on the ground and sheets sprawled across.

"can't you see?" i muttered pissed off not even glancing up and bent down gathering every page i could possibly grasp on muttering all the cuss words i knew inside my head.

i was already having a battle in my mind and now the assignment i had to submit is now scattered on the ground. i stood up aligning the papers in my hand when i felt someone held my hand. i looked up to see him, with sheets in his hands as he gave it to me and tugged it on top of the sheets i had.

"here" he spoke while rubbing the back of his neck with a sly smile at his thin lips. you looked at him shocked not knowing what to do. you didn't knew it was him, few seconds ago i was just cursing at him mentally and now he's in front of me smiling, i heaved a sigh thanking god that i didn't say things aloud.

"btw I'm jungkook" he forwarded his hands which he retreated back awkwardly after noticing my not so welcome expression and my hands busy with the mess.

"I'm y/n" you muttered as it was all awkward and he smiled at you, again. why is he smiling so much? you thought and looked at his smiling face weirdly.

"I'll get going now" i confessed and moved but he stopped me by coming in front of me making me halt. "oh um i forgot to apologise, i was looking behind and walking and i just bumped into you..."

"it's alright, jungkook even i didn't see you" i faked a smile and started walking yet again he came and stood up in front of you making my nerve twitch. i have a short temper and when people interrupt my work when I'm not interested, it makes me go nuts.

"we've met before right? because i guess I've seen you" he barked making my eyes widen. he was the coming in front my class since last ninety days looking directly at me and he's asking have we met before?!

"i can't recall, but you seem look alike" he spoke again and i noticed him scanning my face with soft eyes not with a suspicious glint in them.

"no it's the first time I've seen you. maybe there is someone look alike of me you know but it's not me" i said to which he was taken aback at my sudden tone because I was clearly disappointed.

not with him but at myself because i mistook his behaviour towards me and it hurted. if i would get to know this at a random day i would be fine but with him saying it directly on my face, i felt my heart bleed.

all the emotions and foreign feelings i felt were just mere delusions of mine and either i would cry at this point right now or i just need to scream.

"..but i guess i did saw you-"

"can't you understand? i just told you I don't know you at all. and you were the one who came and bumped into me, not me so can you please let me go to my class because I'm clearly not interested to talk to you right now" i took a breath as i literally screamed at his face and he is standing here, shocked.

at this point, i had visible tears in my eyes and i looked around to see students gathered around us some recording and mostly shocked and........terrified?

i didn't feel so good under everyone's gaze so i made my way outside crowd and a gush of oxygen hit my face and i took deep breath before entering my class.

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