I won't say "I like you" (Sanegiyuu Fanfiction | Demon Slayer/Kny)

Chapter 17 (GIYUU's POV)

I paced around my room for awhile. It was raining and I really didn't want to go out. But then.. Shin-... no. Sanemi was waiting for me. I pulled a umbrella I made. I opened it, there was a hole in it but I could manage. I dusted myself off, trying to make myself look decent. I wore clothes similar to what I did as a child. A red shirt with black pants. (Yk before his sister got 💀) I sighed, not the best impression but certainly not the worst. I stepped outside opening the umbrella again. Now time for the long walk.. in the rain.

I FINALLY arrived. It is a looonnngg.. long walk. Mainly since the Shinazugawa's live in the woods. Must be since childhood, I thought to myself as I went up the trail. I went up to the door and huffed loudly. Should I be doing this? I can barely face him right now. I started thinking I was doing was wrong and could bring my bad luck among Sanemi until I tripped and knocked anyway. Damn this life hates me right now.. I ended up running for it, hell no. Too embarrassing. I did regret it but I couldn't. (haha no date for ya'll <3) I couldn't even come near him. It would hurt me to lose him too. My umbrella ended up tearing all the way and I got soaked. I ran all the way until I got home. I walked in panting. I was out of breath. I slugged in and closed the door quickly. I weakened and fell to my knees. Why can't I just live life normally? What is wrong with me? I felt my tears drop onto my own soaked body. I quaked slightly. What is up with me? I never cry.. not anymore. I stood up. I quickly went and dried off. Can't soak the floor, it'd be miserable to clean up. I quickly finished and sat down. I covered my face. I felt myself get emotional again so I gave in. I became shaken and emotional. I let out a shaky sigh. Soon I heard a knock with made me jumped. I quickly wiped my tears and put a normal face on. It was easy for me to hide emotion. I went to the door and sighed. Then opened it to be absolutely shocked. The white haired boy I was going to see. He leaned on the doorframe smiling at me.

"Sorry for following you but you can't knock and leave without saying hi, hm?"

I lowered my head and tightened by fist. We always followed me. Just now not being the time for me. I was practically in a panic attack. I looked away, "Come in if you want."
I walked off, he seemed to catch the mood and came and sat by me. I looked at him, shooting him a look. His eyes said something else, no playful look he had earlier. A.. calm.. peaceful look? No, I'm just seeing this. Why am I even letting him into my house? I covered by face, starting to break. No! Not getting emotional! Not around him! Especially him!
My mood had other ideas and I started crying silently. I felt a arm wrap around me, pulling me in. I heard him humming slightly. Why was he doing this? I didn't really think. I started zoning out peacefully.

Peace? Another emotion..