I can't love him

chapter 12

Y/ns pov

I feel Nialls soft lips on my forehead and i can't stop but smiling and blushing. "Idiot," i whisper. "Maybe," he whispers back.

I loved Niall since day one but it changed. I mean i still love him but in a different way. Like everytime he talks i feel big butterflies that makes me feel weird. He cares a lot about me and my family and he looks hot. But that doesn't matter a lot, it is a plus!

"Why did you do that?" I ask stupidly. I look up to him. "You look peaceful when you sleep. And cus i wanted that,"

Nialls lips look very kissable right now and you know what? Screw this! I start kissing him and after 2 seconds he kisses me back. I pull away for air and he smiles. "Hate to break it but if dad finds out your both very dead. Well Niall is dead and Y/n is suffering for life," we turn around and i see Louis. That asshole!

"If you tell dad i will tell him about you and Harry!" I warn him. "Okay. I won't," he says. "Wait visiting hours are over what are you doing here?" I ask. "I sneaked in. Security isn't the best and i forgot my phone. Besides i miss that little bitch home," we burst out laughing. "Also dad and Juliana are together, Harry is in his own room cus we can't see each other after 11 pm. He doesn't even know i am here,"

I make louis sit down. Yeah we hate each other but when it comes to personal or relationships we help each other out. Except about Noah he doesn't need to know that. "Why doesn't he know?" I ask. "First i forgot my phone, second i think he is cheating or something. He does different," Louis says. "Well if it is any of those i will murder him! Ni will help me!" I say. "I don't believe Harry cheats. He isn't that kind of guy," Niall says.

"Lou?" I ask looking at the date. "Yeah?" He asks. "When did you get together? And how long?" I ask. "6th May. 3 years ago. It was the best day of my life," i show him the date of today. 4th May. "Oh damn! He probably is planning something!" Louis says relieved. "He is terrible at keeping secrets from me so it would explain why he has been avoiding me," louis says. "Definitely!" Niall says.

Louis starts to blush a big time. "Get him tomorrow something!" I tell Louis. He nods and grabs his phone. "Niall? If you like play my sister i will kill you," Louis warns Niall. "Also do it safe!" He says closing the door. "Where were we?" I ask biting my lips. Oh i feel him going hard and for the first time i want it too. I go ontop of him. I always have condoms with me just in case.

"Y/n you sure?" Niall asks. That's the first person i know who asks. I kiss him while I'm ontop of him. I pull away and bite my lip again. "Does that answer your question mr Horan?" I ask. He starts to undress me and i do the same. He kisses me again but this time we fight for dimension. He wins and throws me on my back. "I need you to be sure," niall says insecure one more time. I have never been this needing to someone.

"More then a 1000% sure," i answer. He kisses me again and i do the condom on him so i don't get pregnant. He wins the dominance again. He starts kissing my neck and he goes inside me. Both off that makes me moan bad. "You're not hurt right?" He asks and i shake my head. I can't speak anything right now. Damn he is good!

After 20 minutes we're both tired and he grabs his clothes. His hair is fluffy and i feel a hickey in my neck. He has 1 too somewhere. His hair is all messed up now but one thing is for sure. I can't walk tomorrow!