5th July 2023_________9:57 PM
It's all my fault.
I shouldn't have screamed at her.
Why can't I control my feelings?
Cs I ain't ever felt like that before.
I might have had a girl but non like her.
We was on the way to the hospital n Keem was driving mad fast n Dudey came too.
He was more than scared.
I didn't want anything to happen to her.
We got to the lil hp n we went straight into her room n she wasn't shaking no more but her eyes was still closed.
"I caused it." I whispered n they all looked at me.
"I have to go." I whispered bout to leave when Ddot grabbed my hand.
"Bro that's yo heart ma nigga."
"Tell her I'll be back." I whispered getting out of his grip n leaving.
I couldn't see how much pain I put her through.
So who'd I go see?
My slime.
I can talk to him about anything n he'll just listen.
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I sat next to him on the floor n looked at my shoes.
"Mane I fucked up again Notti." I whispered.
"I got this girl I told you about, Marni. Well we was kinda um...makin out for a li bit n she stopped me n I realised that I like her n I flipped off. I screamed at her n slapped her by accident. Then when I was all in ma feelins n talking to Jay n Dotty about it we heard some loud ass bang from her house n we went in she was having a seizure n she stopped breathing n I came here." I explained really fast.
I could just hear him laughing at how stupid I was.
"I made a big mistake mh. What if she don't forgive me again?"
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