The Unexpected

After math

Ashley's pov:

Three weeks later.

Friday
8:06 a.m
2 days left and I'll be attending another depressing institution called a school, I'm lowkey excited but mostly nervous and anxious at the same time.

I spent the rest of my summer with the girls. Vanessa left last week,

Can finally get some rest now cah every minute that girl wah guh somewhere.

I was mostly at home sleeping and chilling ever since she left. Trying to Save up my energy for school.

The university life is no joke.....

I made it my duty to not entertain men since him....
Up to now the memory of what he did is still fresh in my head.

"Why are you giving me money???"
"Just figured it was your reason for entertaining me."
"Jordon I'm honestly gonna just leave before I get real disrespectful."

I grew up being a daddy's girl, I always get my way and I love having my own way and doing my own thing. Being the thirsty girl or the gold digger is not me, I'm one of those girls who date to marry so for him to just offer me money like that was very disrespectful. I blocked him on WhatsApp and Instagram.

He has no access to me whatsoever.
It's better that way... didn't like how I was somewhat getting comfortable around him.

I got out of bed and played songs on my tv while I clean my room. Something about partynedtdoors' music....

How can people not love him??

I then head to the bathroom for a shower then after which I went downstairs for breakfast. wasn't in the mood for something special so I just went for my favourite cereal 'froot loops'.
After which I decided to watch one of my favourite movies 'bring it on, in it to win it.'
Not gonna lie I'd take this over living the 'maddest life'

Definitely a homebody

Minutes later I got an incoming FaceTime call from Vanessa.

"How diss look?" She questioned
" muss party yah guh and not school," I said while rolling my eyes"
"Girl today a first day and yuh know a my style fi dress up " she adds

This girl always eats her outfits up for her first day of school and then looks homeless for the rest of the school year.

Woulda swear a fashion show she aguh and not a learning facility.

"It looks good girl but yuh kinda waste yuh time still cah yah guh look homeless by tomorrow" she rolled her eyes and gave me a disgusted look which caused me to burst out a laugh.
"Anyways I have something to ask and don't be weird"
"What?"
"Have you spoken to Jordan since the incident?"
"No, I blocked him"
"Ash, stop acting stupid why yuh block the boy?? Not even give him a chance to explain himself.

She's right, a small part of me wants to unblock and have a conversation with him just for clarity but for the most part, I'm still upset, I just didn't expect him to do something like that.

"Maybe later on in the future I'll unblock him" I responded

she sighs and shakes her head at my response knowing that I might keep him blocked forever. I love blocking and ignoring people. I don't like confronting people I rather just run away from situations instead of just facing them.

"Stop running from your problems and face them, I know you liked him and you were starting to get comfortable around which is why you blocked over the smallest situation. You don't know why exactly he wanted to give him that money so if I were you I would unblock that boy and speak to him."

Sometimes I hate how this girl knows and understands me.

"Fine I'll think about it"
"Good, anyways I'm gonna finish getting ready I'll call you later"
"Aii later"

I hung the call-up and continued to watch my movie, but I can't help but think about what Vanessa said earlier.

What if it wasn't that serious???

Fuck it I'm gonna unblock him. I unblocked him WhatsApp to send him a message
'Hey...'

Why do I have this weird feeling all of a sudden?
Minutes have turned into hours and he still hasn't responded.

Damn ash... that's what you get for running away from your situations...
Karma is a bitch.

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