Yes, Daddy

4. Alice

"Play wise just like Dice."

They both are so busy that they seem like forget I am in room, well I don't think I will also feel comfortable if that give me attention. But they aren't giving me attention because they look like doing some works. Den kept on showing him the files, flipping them and telling something which is inaudible for me.

Sudden rush of pain hurt my abdomen, I groan in pain slightly and bury my face in the pillow which is on my lap again a groan left, it's hurting more from the moment when Daniel left me on the half thing he was doing. Even It's all new for me but it feels like I have been with him from so long. I feel a right side with a sinner. What a crazy I am!

Again a groan left but this one loud, and I am silent cause they both looking at me, but Daniel's gaze is scaring me. He is looking at me like he will kill me in any seconds. I am scared, more than I can define how scared I am. "I-I a-am so-sorry." I look down, but all could hear is someone standing up. I gulp in fear, what if he is coming to me and do something to me or just hurt me like them, No I don't want to get hurt again.

I close my eyes, already ready to bear all the pain cause I know, it's gonna hurt me and how long I try to get away from him he will be the one who will come in the last to kill me. I clutch the blanket more and some footsteps are approaching me. God no! please no! I feel my scalp burning. My neck stretches up and my eyes again filled up with tears, I look up at him, his eyes are dark. "I sa-said sorr-y... ple-ase lea-ve m-e." I hold his wrist, trying to pull off his hand from my scalp.

"Bitch!" I cry out loud cause of such pain I am having, my body is again weak. It was my not fault to yelp in pain, it's natural. "Daniel, Let her go." I closed my eyes more tighter when I heard Den's voice, he whispered. I can feel his presence close to me. That's when Daniel leave my scalp, leaving me in pain. I don't know what to react, I am just tired of it already, already too much to bear. It's hurting, I don't want to live more like this I am tired. I more then every could be. I open my eyes to look at them, they are looking at me. But Daniel gaze is scaring me and here Den, his eyes are fill with pity for me. I hate it, but I want someone to hold me and tell me it's all right. All fine.

I saw Den walk towards Daniel and drag him out from room. Leaving me in pain all alone which I don't deserve. I am fine, I am all right. This is all I could think, cause no one is with me. It's all me who have for herself, I am here for myself. I will be with me till my death. My breaths almost drop when I saw someone open the door, my heart beat increase at the speed of racing cars.

But somehow, I feel fine when I saw Den there instead of Daniel. He walks close to me and give me something, some pills. I am getting killed now? "Wh-what's this?" He takes the glass from the nightstand and pours water into the glass. He chuckled and forwards the glass to me and smiles, sitting beside me. "At least not a poisonous pill." I gulp down the pill, as well as water. I look up at him, his eyes are looking into mine.

I only have known him for some hours, and didn't talk to him much but he is making me feel like I have known him for so long, I am not fine by the feelings he is looking at me. "I don't know, it could be." I scoff and curl up more, and lean my head on the headboard. His eyes fell on my chest, I don't want to hide my body anymore, I tired of doing that.

"What makes you try to speak against him even after getting this much torture?" his eyes are again connected with mine. "Maybe I just want to live." I sigh and look down, "probably not a very certain answer to your question but I just know, I bear everything just because I want to live like you, like everyone." My eyes tear up, I look down. "But I don't have a fair life as you as others." I feel his hand on my jaw, I title up my head to look at him. He brushes off my tears. "Live, It's your life." I hold his hand which is holding my jaw, I have his hand like if I let go of it I will die. I cry out more, my heart is paining. "My life isn't mine anymore." My breaths again get unstable. "Please! Help me!" I bury my face in his palm, still holding onto it.

"Alice, just play-wise like dice." His words didn't help me, but his presence somehow calmed me, he feels so enough for me. He acts crazy but he isn't at all like that or at least like Daniel. "Take rest." I hold his hand tight. "Please, don't leave me." I look up at his face, he has no emotion. He takes off my hand off him. "Just remember my words." He left, leaving me alone.

I lay down but his word rang inside my mind, I don't know.

I don't know at all what he meant by that. "Play Wise like Dice," I whispered, looking up at the ceiling until feeling my eyes close off, taking my soul into a deep slumber.