NEVER BEEN LOVED

7

TW: VERBALLY ABUSE, SEX

Next morning, I woke up and pumunta na ako ng CR, naligo na ako and after that i wear my office outfit. I'm ready to go to office but when i go down from upstairs. I didn't that slut and i didn't see what's the food here. So umakyat ulit ako at binuksan ko ang pinto ng kwarto niya.

Nakakita ako ng balde and it's smelly kaya binuhos ko sa kaniya ang laman nun. Napabulaga naman at napabangon bigla she saw me holding a that stinks balde.

"What the fuck are you doing? Do you what time right now?" Umiling siya.

"Sorry"

"Cook for me" i said it in cold voice.

"Laurence"

"Maligo ka, ambaho mo" i said and i left the room. Siya na bahala dito.

I called the number of sheila.

Hello, who's this?

"Do you miss me,honey?"

Laurence? Why did you call?

"Let's meet right now after this hour?" I said with a smile.

Ok, I'm free.

I smiled and she disconnected our call at sakto naman bumaba na ang Angela. Why angela? Do she like angel?

"Cook for me right now. Wag mo na akong antayin mamaya sa paguwi. Hindi ako uuwi dito" i said coldly.

"O-ok, Laurence"

She immediately go to kitchen and she cooked a food.

Hinding hindi ko siya magugustuhan never.

After 2 yrs

"Damn, I fall in love with her" i have girlfriend and that's sheila. May nangyari samin. And now I'm falling in love with my wife.

"So what's your plan now? Ang alam ko gumagawa ng paraan si Andrei para mapasakaniya si Sheila" i don't know what to do right now.

"Hindi ko na alam, Liam. Fuck! I didn't expect this." I said.

Ngumisi siya " Bro, kalmahan mo baka mamatay ka"

"Fuck you!" I said.

......

Nakita ko kung paano nagalit si Sheila. Yeah i know it hurts for her. Kailangan ko na talaga mamili. But after she did i choose Diana. She deserves better more than world.

Sinundan ko siya doon sa loob ng kwarto niya. I'm knocking more than times before she let me enter.

"Let's talk"

"Ayoko ngayon, Laurence. Kita mo naman ginawa ng kapatid ko. Please puntahan mo siya wag ako. Tutal diba siya naman mahal mo. Please ayoko ng gulo ngayon please get out" she said to me

"Sa tingin mo hahayaan ko yun?" Tanong ko sa kaniya

"Oo, dahil hindi mo 'ko kayang mahalin.. Alam kong siya at siya pa din ang pipiliin mo. Kahit dalawa na lang tayo sa mundong 'to hinding hindi mo ko mamahalin. Remember what you've been said to me? 'Hindi kita mahal,Diana at hinding- hindi kita mamahalin kahit mawala ako sa mundong 'to. Mark that in your mind.' tama na ang pagpapanggap,Laurence. Hinding hindi ko na kaya. Mahal mo siya ako? Ano ako? Asawa mo nga ako pero mas lamang pa din siya kasi siya ang mahal mo hindi ako at kailan' man hinding-hindi magiging ako"

Umiling ako "everything has changed. You know what ed sheeran and taylor swift said? 'All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed' you changed me. You feel me beloved even you don't feel it to myself and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for thinking that you're trash. I know now the precious thing that i can hide or keep it in the safe. Is that you. I will treasure every moment,time and life for you. I honestly when we get married I'm sad but you know after all of that you changed me. After we fought i realized that there's no point to blame you. It's our parents decisions. I love you. I love you forever....Diana Angela Samson-Galiso." I said.

"You love me?" She asked me

Yes more than my life.

"Yes, i really do" i said at lumapit ako sa kaniya. Hinapit ko ang kaniyang beywang at niyakap ko ito. Niyakap Niya din ako pabalik. I whispered to her ear "I really love you now,Diana please give me a chance to prove my love for you" I said.

"How can you do that?"

Humiwalay na kami sa yakapan at hinawakan ko ang kaniyang mukha.Hinalikan ko siya, sa una soft pa iyon habang katagalan nagiging rough.

Ang kamay ko ay nakahawak na sa iba't ibang parte ng katawan niya at inihiga ko siya sa malambot niyang kama.

Pumaibabaw ako sa kaniya at nagulat siya doon "Laurence"

"Lagyan na natin yan, Para 'di ka na makawala sa'kin"

Natawa naman siya at sinakop ko labi ang labi niya. Ang kamay ko nasa mukha niya at ang kamay niya gumagapang sa likod ko. Bumaba ang halik ko sa leeg niya at ang kamay ko bumaba sa malulusog niyang monay at sinipsip ko ang leeg niya at 'di niya maiwasang mapaungol.

"Ahh.."

Minasahe ko din ang malulusog niyang hinaharap kahit may damit pa kami.

"Laurence"

Tumingil muna ako sa pagpapaligaya sa kaniya at tinanggal ko ang damit niya. I'm really determine to make love with her. I want to fulfill what's her inside

We collided ourselves like no more tomorrow.

.....

"What happened to you?" I asked

Natigilan naman siya at kinuha niya ang rhum na bote at sinalin niya iyon sa may baso.

"She left me"

Napakunot ang noo ko "who?"

"Stephanie left me because of that bitch"

May difficulties din kasi to. I remember earlier what Diana asked me.

"Can i work too?" She asked me

Kumunot noo ko sa tinanong niys "Why? You don't have too. I can fulfill what you've wish for. "I said.

"To manage too. Ayokong paguwi mo dito sa bahay naghihirapan ka. Remember sa mag-asawa laging nagtutulungan yan" she said.

"Yeah, I'm working at office and you're working here at home. So why did you want to find a job?" I asked again

Ngumiti siya "Gusto ko lang, Gusto kitang tulungan sa mga ginagawa mo" she said to me

"Ok i will hire you at Factory Department."i said and she hugged me tight

"Cheer up bro. Alam mo bro ampangit mo pagmalungkot"

Ngumisi naman siya "pag iniwan ka din ni Diana tignan ko na lang gago ka"