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"Ito na yun? How come na pumasa ka sa Caliums University eh bumagsak ka sa Gen. math"My mom yelled at me.

Napayuko na lang ako. The 98 is not drag down grades. "Pinagaaral ka namin ng mabuti Diana! Why did you failed in gen. Math?!"Sigaw ni daddy.

"Bat hindi mo gayahin ate mo. She's definitely gorgeous and She's amazing and smarter than you. Nagsisisi ata akong pinanganak kita" That's hurt me so much.

Ang sakit na marinig iyon sa magulang ko "I'm sorry mom"i said.

"Now, You're grounded and hindi ka maglalakwatsa ng 2 weeks. Bahay-School ka lang. Understand?!"My dad shouted on me and i nooded.

Umakyat na ako sa taas at sinarado ang pinto. I locked it and umupo ako sa study table ko. Kinuha ko ang Diary ko

Diary 587

Dear Diary.

My parents got angry about what my grades is. You know 98 is not a drag down grades. It's the highest grade among all of us. I'm still hurt what my mom said. She said is "Bat hindi mo gayahin ate mo. She's definitely gorgeous and She's amazing and smarter than you. Nagsisisi ata akong pinanganak kita" I'm sorry if i am the failure. Ever since when i was the child failure na talaga ako right? They doesn't love me because ate is always their love and how about me? Kelan ako nakatikim at kelan din nila sakin pinaramdam na mahal nila ako? Wala diba. Araw-araw nila akong pinapagalitan. Pero alam mo kung ano nagpapasaya sakin? Ang pinapakain at binibihisan pa din nila ako. Even though im not their favorite child. I'm so thankful dahil sa kabila ng sinasabi nila sakin. I'm still here alive and have a family. But I don't think if I'm belong to them. Hehe. So that's it for today diary.

Ps: pasensya na kung puro hinanakit ang mga pinagsasabi ko ah. I don't have friends because I'm loner and loser

Sincerely yours
Dianacutiepie!

Nang matapos ko na maisulat iyon ay agad kong tinago iyon sa drawer ko at sakto naman ay biglang may kumatok sa pinto ng kwarto ko.

Pumunta ako sa pinto ng kwarto ko and i opened it. I saw my sister smiling at me.

"Ate sheila, what are you doing here?"Tanong ko sa kaniya.

"I just want to say that I'm sorry for our parents did to you. Ako na humihingi ng pasensya"saad ni ate at napahawak na lang ako sa balikat ko.

"Thank you but you don't need to do that. I'm okay"saad ko.

Umiling siya "No, you're not. And alam mo ba proud si ate sayo. Even though you still pushing away yourself to us. I understand you because you don't want to hear our parents to yelled at you and says 'why don't you be like your sister?' I'm sorry for they always said to you"saad niya.

"Hindi ako nagtatanim ng sama ng loob. To be honest I'm failure in this family. Kuya and You,are always the favorite of our parents. And i know me i have myself and my world. And thank you for this. I'm tired so I'm going to sleep. Goodbye and goodnight. Sleepwell"i said and i kissed her to her cheek and i shut the door and locked it.

Humiga ako sa kama ko. Tumingin ako sa kisame. "Why this is happening to my life? Is this a challenge or a failure clan?"i asked but there's no way to be answer. Hindi ko namalayan nakatulog na pala ako sa sobrang pagod ko.

Pagkagising ko ay naligo na ako at nagbihis na.. I'm college student now and i choose a course is. Business Management and Accoutancy to pursue what my parents in there business industry.

Bumaba na ako after ko magayos at hinanap ko sila mom at dad. But sila kuya at ate lang naabutan ko.

"Saan sila mommy at daddy,Ate?"Tanong ko

Tumingin sakin si ate sheila at ngumiti "They go to office this morning because may kakausapin silang ka-business partner nila. And narinig ko isa saatin ay ipapakasal sa anak ni Mr. Galiso"

"Ano? Alam kong hindi gagawin yun ni mommy na pipili sa 'tin na ipakasal. Kuya Herb is in 20+ and you ate your 19 and i am 18. So alam kong hindi magagawa yun ni mommy dahil mahal din niya kayo"That's hurt me so much. Mas mahal sila ng parents ko unlike me. They feel at me i am the failure.

"I guess....pero sana di kami makasal"Sabi ni Ate sheila.

"What if ikaw ipakasal shei.....diba ex mo naman si Laurence"saad ni kuya.

ex ni ate?

"That's past and not going to marry him because for me he's like a brother to me"saad ni ate.

"Kelan kayo nagkarelasyon?"Tanong ko kay ate.

Ngumiti siya "when i was 16 and we got broke up at our 5th monthsary because i need to focus in my studies. He was 4th year college that time and i was senior high that time. I feel I'm not the one for him because he's really perfect. Unlike me. I'm not perfect"Oh really?

"Are you sure?"i asked her and she laughed what i ask to her.

"Bakit? Nagbibiro ba ako? I'm not perfect no. "She said.

No, You're perfect unlike me I'm the failure.

"Nevermind"i said and lalakad na sana ako palabas ng bahay nang tawagin ako ni kuya.

"DIANA ANGELA SAMSON! BUMALIK KA DAW RITO SABI NI MOMMY!"He said and I'm froze.

So it's me?

The dept of they company?

Nasa sala ako ngayon at kaharap ko ang parents ko at si Laurence at ang pamilya din ni Laurence.

"Your parents and my wife decided to arrange your marriage"Saad ni Mr. Galiso at napatayo naman si Laurence.

"What? No way i can't!"He said

Tumayo si Mr. Galiso "Hey young man. Down your tone because nagdecide na din kami ipakasal ka. You really my stress headed!"his father said.

"That's final. You and Angela Going to get married!"mr. Galiso said

I will going to get married but it's my sister's ex

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