HEAVEN'S BLESSING

Synopsis(ish)

I met this guy.

This guy is my employer. Well, he used to be since currently, I'm his wife.

We've been married for over a year after four months of formally meeting each other. Seems fast-paced but we really hit it off. As friends at first but then we gradually fell for one another.

We clicked immediately the first time we formally met. I was his nutritionist while he was a famous millionaire. He was Sevan Illen.

Millionaire. A heavy word for someone like me. I was constantly scrutinized by people as they see me as some sort of gold digger for marrying Sevan.

I said formally since we were from the same university. I was a year younger than him but I had a MAJOR crush on him for over..10 years before? I had two more crushes at the same time but I thought they were all too high up the social status for me to reach.

But truth be told, I was a doctor and I could fully well provide for myself. I graduated when I was 23, and made a pretty good name for myself.

Though the public eye was quite brutal, the only thing that pushed me through this marriage was our love for each other.

And also that I didn't give a flying fuck.

He's always so sweet. He cared for me when nobody else could and supported me.

He's the greatest husband I could ever wish for. I say this since he's the only husband I've ever had so this comes with a bit of bias and common sense.

Our marriage was sailing smoothly even if we had some disagreements every now and then.

But I've always felt that he has been hiding something from me.

And after a year of marriage, I finally found out what it was. I was a fool for not realizing any earlier..ehe Just kidding.

"Y-You're..attracted to men?" I asked in a small voice.

"..Yes." He uttered while staring down.

"Oh..w-well, that's fine. I mean, we haven't even gotten the chance of doing it right? No harm done. I'm happy that you told me." I put on a smile and rubbed his back.

Even though we nearly had sex with each other multiple times, we haven't actually gotten there. We also haven't had our honeymoon since we were planning on celebrating it next month.

I hadn't told him that I was a virgin. I was scared that he would run away when he finds out. When I told my ex that I was a virgin and I was waiting till marriage, he cheated on me less than a week later. Skank.

I don't hold any grudges against that arsehole since he isn't worth that much for me to hold a grudge on. I'm better than that.

"It's not good, Nevaeh. The fact that I'm attracted to someone else aside from my wife. A man no less means I really need therapy."

It wasn't exactly that he's homophobic, but he just didn't see gay people in a good light since he was brought up that way but I guess he feels really foolish since he became someone he used to dislike. I warned him that karma's real but he just never listens *sigh*

Anyways, deserve. (Desurv💅🏻)

"No, you don't. You're fine, it's n-normal??" I said, trying to sound convincing but he gave me a pointed look instead.

Well yeah, it's not normal to fall for someone else when you're married. What do you want me to say?

"Look. I'm your wife aren't I? There's..there's..aha! Open marriage? Is that what it was called? I think it is. I'm fine if you look for other women..err..men. I promise I won't do it back. I'll even support you." I smiled.

Here's the real tea. He made me retire from work at the beginning of our marriage but not by force, he suggested it. He told me that he'd prefer that I enjoy being relaxed and doing the things I love aside from working. Of course, why would I say no to that? I'm quite lazy, to be honest. The only thing I had going for in my life was that I'm a blinding genius ✨.

Then five months into our marriage while I was looking for something to read at my private library at home. I saw this book, but I didn't recall buying it nor do I read that kind of genre. And by that, I mean Boy's Love.

There wasn't any title or book cover for that matter, it was a sketchy hard-bound book at the beginning. So you can say that I was curious since I've never read that sort of book before so I disregarded the thought of why it was there and read it anyways.

Let me tell you when I finished reading the book, I was bawling and happy with the ending. If you ignore the fact that I literally died in the storyline.

Not exactly a story about me, but it definitely stated there that I was part of it. How did I believe that the book was accurate? Simple, it was a book about a man named Aciel Ives. He is an absolute sweetheart, and he is in fact, very much real. He used to be my college rival.

It was more of a one-sided thing, it was fun to think I had an academic rival at school. He was Valedictorian while I was just Salutatorian. He didn't really notice me much since he came from a much more humble family than I did, and solely focused on his studies. He mentioned in his speech at our graduation that he did everything for his family.

I adore the man.

He managed to make three men fall for him without even realizing it until halfway till midway to the novel. The thing here is that the so-called "villains" are just the families in disagreement with one another but aside from that it was a fluff book.

Oh..about the me part. Yeah, I was just a side villain character. I wasn't even important in the main story. The bitter woman who tried to ruin their relationship after her husband divorces her.

Sevan couldn't handle his guilt so instead of cheating on me, he divorces me instead. I, in the novel, apparently didn't take such an insult and..eventually became cray cray. And within a year..I died.

I screwed with the media, I sued Sevan, I tried killing the cute Aciel all within a year. Then eventually became bankrupt. Let me tell you, I was supposedly Livid that I found out that the two other men Aciel caught were Elias Deasyn and Valerian Odell.

Reason being is that..they were my campus crushes along with Sevan back then. Who knows if the book was completely real but will I be taking any chances? Hell nah! You crazy?! You see, those type of people are the ones who die first in movies.

Seeing as the events came true, I ain't taking any chances.

I'm planning on staying in this marriage for ONE more year. After I make friendly-friendly with them, and I know we are on good terms, I'm booking it. Divorce his ass. I'm buying a one-way ticket to Boracay, Philippines.

Ain't no way am I staying with a man who has another person in his life. Personally, I can never fall for more than one person!

'...Hopefully that doesn't bite me back in the ass.'

Though he was hesitant, after my constant gaslight- *ehem* persuasion, he finally let go of all his morals, and soon became part of Aciel's harem.

What I didn't expect were the things that happened after.

It did certainly bite me in the ass back.

Status: Coming soon (October 2023 — maybe later in the year)