Remember Me

Chapter 47

Lily's POV:

She listened to me, and we headed out of the gym. I walked to an empty hallway and leaned against the wall. She put her arms together and looked at me.

''I know this is hard for you. Me, I'm hard for you''

She didn't bother giving me a glance, until I walked toward her. She looked at me and gave me a sad glance. ''It's not about me. It's about you. I faced reality'' she said plainly, and she tried walking away until i pulled her arm back to me.

''What do you mean? Reality?''

''We don't work''

I shook my head. ''No you're saying this because you are scared. Things are getting scary, and you are trying to push me away'' i walked with her as she looked at me in my eyes.

''I'm not going to let us go on this route again'' i tried touching her hand, but she moved it. ''We can't'' she said, and she looked around if someone was coming.

I started to realize what was going on. ''You don't know what to do anymore. You don't want to trust your feelings, so you are trusting your instincts''

She scoffs which makes me feel like we are going through a rough patch. ''What are you? My therapist?'' She asked and i shrugged my shoulders. ''Well you are not telling me what you are feeling. You just found out i have cancer and your instinct is to push me away'' I step closer to her and she looked around.

''Look at me. I'm not going anywhere''

She swallows and looks at me. ''You want to know what i'm feeling, fine.'' she walked to a classroom and i follow her. I enter the classroom and close the door behind me.

I started to hear her panting as she moved her hands through her hair. ''I'm scared of YOU. I'm scared of getting close to you... Touching you. I'm scared of losing you and that's your fault'' she panted and all i wanted to do was touch her.

''I'm taking it'' Is all i could say, and she looked at me with red wet eyes. Her lips parted. I walk to her, and she doesn't stop looking at me. ''Because even if it doesn't work. The smallest chance of having an amazing future with you, will be ten times worth it''

She gasped and tears filled down her cheeks. ''Take it with me. Focus on us with me'' I touch her skin and rub her cheeks. I lean in and whisper on her lips. ''Believe in us''

''Mhm'' I rub my nose against hers making her laugh. She stopped laughing as she stared at my lips. ''Kiss m-'' she opens her mouth and kisses me. She pushes me on the door and wraps her fingers around my hair as she kissed me.

Our breathing become hotter as all i wanted to do was touch her. I move my hands down to her waist as she grinds her hips against mine. As i placed my palms against her cheeks she unbuttons my pants.

I move her to the long table and picked her up. I placed her on the table as her ass bounced against my hand making me hot. I take off her underwear from her skirt and she pulls down my pants.

I go in her, and she moans as a reaction. She wrapped her legs around me as i continued to grind onto her. Our heat rubbed onto each other and i put my hand around her hair inserting my tongue in her mouth feeling how wet she was.

The table shake as we continued to grind onto each other. Our kiss was rough and desirably as we kissed like we were hungry for each other.

She lift her head up as I started to hit her g spot. I kissed her neck making my claim as she kisses me. I lean back and touch her cheeks. "Your going to start taking your medication right?"

She pulls me to her and kisses me more.
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After the sex we were both left breathless. I buttoned my pants as she fixed her clothes. She gets off the table and I want to know where we stand. Where she stands.

"We still going on the down-low until high-school is over?"

She looked at me and smiled. She took my hand and we rushed out of the classroom. We make our way into the gym, everyone starts to stare at us.

She gets infront of me and says "I'm done hiding us" she gazed at me as I watched everyone start to whisper at eachother z

"People are gonna talk about us"

"Let them talk" she said and I smiled. I love this girl so much. I lean closer to her and she leans in and kisses me.

Our kiss was sweet and soft. She leans back touching my cheek. "Let's go check the colleges" I smiled as she took my hand and we walked passed everyone and started to look.