*Nicki's POV*
I was so devasted about Keke's death... I cant believe that happened.
Watching Aaliyah and Jaelyn pull that plug killed me. Its sad
because they were planning on doing a tour and stuff. I need to know
what the girls are gunna do know. I arrived home and walked in. I heard
sniffling... I looked around and went down the hallway. I saw Ali sitting there in a fetal
position crying. I feel so bad for her. She lost a friend. I walked up to her and sat on the
floor.
Me: Ali...
She looked up at me with tears running down her face. I wiped them away.
Ali: Mom...
Me: Are you okay...
Ali: Idk..
Me: Tell me how you feel honey..
Ali: Im sad, alone, confused....
Me: how...
Ali: Im sad that she is gone... She was 1 of my true friends.
Im confused because it shouldnt have happened. I feel like it happened
intentionally...
Me: I dont think he did it on purpose.. They are sueing him and
chargin him..
Ali: Thats good.... Did you see roc??
Me: Yeah.. He came in to see her... He was so broken inside..
Ali: I went and told him after i left, he was watchin the thing on tv already.
Me: What are you gunna do about the group.
Ali: I think we should end it.. In respect of her... but i need to talk to Jae..
Me: Okay... Do you want anything??
Ali: No.. I just want to go to sleep...
Me: Alright... Nite *i kissed her cheek*
I helped her up and she walked upstairs to her room. I walked to the bar and sat
down. Amy who is our bartender was here.
Amy: Hey Nicki how are you..
Me: Not good Amy.. Not good... can you get me a bloody mary.
Amy: Yepp.. Whats going on..
Me: You know Beyonce and Jay Z??
Amy: Yah?
Me: You know how there daughter Keke was in the group with Ali and Jae..
Amy: Of course..
Me: She died today...
Amy: WHAT!!!!
Me: Yepp she got hit by a car.. She was in bad shape.. Ali and Jae pulled
the plug..
Amy: Oh GOD.. Wait is Ali the one i heard crying when i came in.
Me: Yah...
Amy: Wow.. Thats sad..
Me: Yah....
Amy: Well enjoy your drink..
Me: Thanks..
I slowly drank my bloody mary.. When i was done i went upstairs. I checked on Ali..
She was asleep holding onto a pillow for dear life.. Smh..
I went to my own room to go to sleep.
*Ali's POV*
*Morning*
I woke up holding onto a wet pillow.. Man did i cry myself to sleep.. My face was sticky..
I need to talk to jae. I got up and walked to my bathroom. I looked in the mirror
i looked horrible.. I took a quick shower. I put on [polyvore]
I grabbed my phone. I walked past mom, she was on the phone.
Me: Ima be a jae's..
She shooed me away.. I left the house.. I walked across the street to Jae's House.
I knocked on the door and Keri opened it.
Keri: Hey ali.. she is in her room.
Me: Thanks..
I walked in and ran up the stairs to Jae's room. I walked in and shut the door.
She was looking at Raquan sleep in his crib.. I sat on her bed beside her.
I rested my arm around her neck.
Jae: Ali.. I miss her..
me: i do to Jae... It shouldnt have happened..
Jae: She wanted to be the Aunt of Raquan.. and he only met her once..
Me: Yes.. But my baby wont get to me her like he did. He is a lucky
person..
Jae: Yah, *smiles* your right..
Me: Im came to talk about the group..
Jae: Oh...
Me: I think we should end the group..
Jae: What..
Me: Its not right to preform without her. She wouldnt like it either.
Jae: Yah... Yah.. When we gunna tell the fans..
Me: When we have that interview with Oprah..
Jae: Okay..
I got up and walked over to his crib. I picked him up.
Me: He is cute.. He will keep your mind straight..
Jae: Yah...
Me: Has ray been over to help..
Jae He was here yesterday... Because i was so upset, so he took care of him.
Me: Awh!!!!! This Little one will love me.. Ima tell him all kinds of stories.
Jae: hahah, just dont scare him.. How does Prince feel about your
pregancy??
Me: He told me he cant wait for the baby to be born.. He is real excited.
Jae: Thats good.. Its a boy right.
Me: Yes yes it is.. I gotta name for him too..
Jae: What is it..
Me: You have to wait til i have him..
Jae: Oh.. Lol!!!
I put Raquan in his crib.
Me: I need to go back home okay.. Call me if you need something.
Jae: Okay hun..
I left Jae's house and went back to mine. Mom was in the living room..
Mom: Aaliyah.. Keke's Funeral is two weeks from now. Its private.
Me: Okay..
Mom: Beyonce wants to know if you want to sing anything there??
Me: Yah of course..
Mom: What song??
Me: Smile....
Mom: Thats a good song.. Dont forget about your interview with Oprah tomorrow..
Me: I wont....
-Wow.. This has been an emotional time.. Its gettin near the end.. but who figured
it would end like that??-
