Curvy Tutor Turned Queen

Date Pt. 2

They both got out of the car, and I sat there is shock, did they really just say that? I blush and I heard them clear their throats and slid over to the door and got out of the car with one of their help but couldn't focus on which one that did.

How do I tell them I am not ready quite yet to do anything like that with them, yes, some harmless touching and maybe kissing but I am not ready to have sex yet, I am not comfortable yet to show them my body and be confident in front of them.

We were walking to the door, and I stopped them and asked them a question before we walk in the house,

S--"Wait. Were you talking about sexual things you want to do to me when we walk through that door?" I asked awkwardly, they looked at each other and nodded,

S--"Listen I am flattered that you would want to do that stuff with me but right now I am not ready, it's not that I don't want to believe me I want to, I even dreamed about it, but I can, not yet" I blush from embarrassment,

M--"That is fine my love, we understand." I smile and nod, Lennox opened up the door and I walked in and walked past everyone that was sitting in the living room and walked up to my room and started to get undressed, for some reason I don't think they truly understand, I thought about it, and I realized that I just told them that I lost my virginity when I was 17 years old not how it truly was and how it went at the end that made me self-conscious about myself when doing stuff like that, when I get around them I get flustered and that makes me have trouble thinking clearly because all I want to do is tear their clothes off. I took off my dress slipping on some leggings and a sweatshirt slipping on my slippers then quickly grabbing my phone then walking out of my bedroom door.

When I walked down the steps, and everybody was still sitting in the living room, and everybody looked up at me and I walk over at sit right beside Alex and while everybody else continues talking about what they were before I came in, while Alex looks at me with tears on her eyes, 

S--"Alex what is the matter?" she shook her head, and I looked up and saw my brother looking at me with the same sad expression, 

S--"Alex whatever it is you can tell me" 

A--"I-I failed my test" I picked up my phone and saw that it was Friday and she had taken her test today, 

A--"I was going to tell you before your date, but I wanted you to have a nice night but now I feel like I let you down"

S--"Alex never say that. It was my fault, I should have been caring about your grades rather than me sitting in my room for 2 days, how bad was it"

A--"A low C, he told me that with that grade he was going to fail me if I don't do good on my make up Monday"

S--"That is good news that he is going to give you another shot on Monday, we will study tomorrow and Sunday, you will be ready before that test. Did he happen to send you home with the paper copy of the test?" she nodded her head and handed it to me, 

A--"Can me and Blake go finish watching the movie we started since we are studying all this weekend and it is already late?" I nod my head and they got up and left, when I looked up everyone was staring at me, and I simply look down at the paper in my hand and see that she only did small mistakes that will take no time to fix. I see my mom and Kelly walk into the kitchen getting something to snack on while Faith and Knox went up to her room and the guys were talking about work and I heard one of the twin's phones go off and when I looked up and I saw Maddox looking at me while Lennox was on the phone talking angrily to whoever was on the other end.  When Lennox hung up the phone, he looked at my dad and his and said, 

L--"Get strapped up and get a car ready we need to go to the den" I saw my dad perk up and immediately they all stood up, 

M--"I'll go get Knox get some men" Lennox nodded his head and started typing vigorously and when he was done, I asked him, 

S--"I know you are in a hurry, but I need to know if you are mad at me?"

L--"Yes, we are in a hurry and no I am not mad at you I am confused, I am fine and completely understand not wanting to have sex with us this early in talking to us but what I don't understand is that Faith said it had to do with something and only you and Faith know about it, but if it has to do with girls that we have dated in the past or you simply just don't like us, because after what Faith said it sounded like you were turned off by us, like you don't like us like that, and we both like you a lot already and we just need to know if you like us back" he turns a leaves with Maddox and Knox following slowly behind them, realizing that they had heard it and when I turned I see my mom, Kelly, and Faith standing there as well. I slowly turned around and sat down, looking up at Faith and asked her, 

S--"What exactly did you say? And how did the conversation even start?" she gulped

F--"Well we kind of heard all of it since you were right outside the door, and all I said was she probably didn't want to have sex right now due to a bad experience in a passed relationship" I nod my head and she added, 

F--"And maybe I said that it shocks me that she would go out with both of them at the same time and especially when your priority isn't going out with anybody" I looked at my hands for what is about to come out of my mouth 

S--"Damn my friend said that? First you talk about private matters without me knowing, something that embarrasses me. Two you make it sound like I am a slut. Lastly, three I didn't make guys a priority because there weren't any guys that would want me as their dates to events, or ask me out on a date, or hell even harmless flirty, you were the one that always got that treatment, did you really never notice how guys would never look at me or talk to me, only you, they only tolerated me because you were the one, they always wanted. And as a matter of fact, I do like them, yes them as in both of them." I looked up at them and see Faith had tears in her eyes while my mom and Kelley were looking at the door in shock, when I looked over to where they were looking at and I see the Twins standing looking at me intently I cleared my throat and stood up slowly walking up the stairs when I heard Kelley say, 

K--"No boys, leave her to herself for a little while and why are you even here anyways?"

L--"The intruders were gone, my team were just around the block, so they got there before we even made it to the car outside" I sped up and got up to my room quickly making my way over to bed and laying down and pulling out my phone out and looked up Lennox and Maddox Donovan and what popped up was that they were 28-year-old casino owners, the casino is the best in the state. My curiosity gets the better of me and I clicked on images and every photo popped up was either of them separately with a girl or together with a girl, there weren't an extremely a lot of girls but 5 different ones and 4 of them were skinny and one was slightly bigger, the size I am? No, she isn't but she is different from the other Skinny, Blond, blue-eyed models, the other girl she had light brown hair, and blue eyes. I was interrupted when somebody knocked on my door. 

M--"Can we come in?" 

S--"Can we talk tomorrow? I just really want to go to sleep?"

L--"Yes sweet girl, goodnight"

M--"Goodnight"

S--"Night" with that I put my phone down and I pulled the comforter over my body and closed my eyes and went to sleep rather quickly.